I am leaving for Madrid tomorrow. If you know me, chances are I've spoken to you about how utterly unprepared I am for this trip. I will be out of the country for five weeks. How many outfits do I have? About four. This is not good. Today is shopping day. Needless to say, I feel like I'm caving. Because shopping for Madrid means I'm going to be in Madrid very soon. It's all denial, all of it. And denial is so unnecessary. I don't have much all to say here. There are a lot of things going on in my head (as is painfully obvious by my clunky, rambling title), only a few of which might have to do with leaving. Or, maybe they all have to do with leaving, but my fear is just
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