“There is no sign of the Myeloma.” Alan Brooker of the Colour Therapy Clinic as he folds his divining rod. Almost immaterial whether that will be shown in the blood tests, the momentary euphoria showed me what a dark hole I have been in. There was suddenly, sparkling light, there was my tenacious support friend, there was love, joy, a future, wow what a flip side and what a revelation. It has been an existence in neutral since September 2016, a process of fulfilling the protocols, the only signs of life being my terroir support friend KK and family popping in daily. I thought I was handling it all well, huh, not exactly depressed but barely alive, short tempered, self-absorbed, existing. How did we end up here. Monday 5th September 2016, 9am call from Paddy O’Brien,
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