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Asia » China » Hebei » Shijiazhuang November 24th 2005

I have been struggling as of late. I have been working my ass off, digging, scratching, smiling, to come to grips with teaching and being fresh in front of the students that I have to come to love and loathe at the same time. I had to travel to a school that normally I only travel to twice a month. This time I was not prepared to teach them. Well atop that I forgot my book, which as any good teacher or student knows “always bring your books to class”. But it was different this time. I think it has a lot to do with I hate goodbyes. I am not good at them, I am not a closer as they say, I would much rather leave my life in turmoil versus having a chapter closed ... read more

Asia » China » Hebei » Xinle November 17th 2005

I suppose if you are ever in a country long enough the native people will finally get to you. Four things happen, well at least for me they have and I think I reached the last one. When you first come to China, there is the almost rock star like attention that is paid to you. You are followed, smiled at, said hello to, asked for your signature, all the while smiling happily as if the paparazzi was there filming every move and it was Academy Award time. The second is well just like all the flashbulbs make you weary, and you get tired of being on all the time, you withdraw slightly, you still smile, but the façade is just barely able to support the tumultuous feelings in your stomach, or is the fish ... read more

Asia » China » Hebei » Shijiazhuang November 13th 2005

Any teacher worth his or her salt comes to a crossroad in their ESL career. Now grant it I have been only teaching for 7 months, so career may be too strong of word, but never the less, I do sometimes wonder why I am teaching. When I first came to China it was very exciting, fresh faced, bright eyed curious Chinese students hanging on every word, the reactions to telling them things about the USA, or other parts of the world was very fulfilling. But now, well, with all the changes taking place in China, the economy, the struggle for awareness, the Socialist state, the Communist state, it just has stopped making sense anymore. I suppose the job offers time to see the world, relax, try new foods, be something different than your friends ... read more

Asia » China » Hebei » Shijiazhuang November 10th 2005

Oh my God, my Granddaughter is becoming a Communist! For those that do not know me, this was a statement my dear Grandfather made hugging my Grandmother as he wept in her arms after a dinner conversation with my sister. She had been in college for a year and had some pretty liberal ideas about how the world is supposed to be. It brings laughter and tears at the same time when I tell that story to my friends. As I sit in here early in the morning I am struggling with what to write. I think what is best is to just let it flow; follow the advice of my first entry…”Don’t think son”. I think what I am feeling is tiredness. Lord knows I am a workaholic to some degree but I think I ... read more

Asia » China » Hebei » Shijiazhuang November 7th 2005

Experiencing fall in another country for some may just mean the passing of time till you go home or the return to natural colors that invade the white spaces of our black and white world here in China. For me it’s the latter, I love colors, I miss the large Canadian Maple tree that would go from a bright red, to golden yellow, to brown, all the while staring at me through my window as if saying…”I am even more beautiful as I fall sleep than I am when I am alive”. Perhaps that is the tone set by fall, the world around us never sleeps, and it now more than ever reminds me that we have to be fully awake every moment of our lives, but, there is a peace that comes over us as ... read more

Asia » China » Hebei » Shijiazhuang November 6th 2005

As my moped speeds silently down the street, I am hit with the silence of the night. It feels odd to be so alone in a city that with its teeming mass of humanity during the day could be so silent at night. As I turn the corner,I see an old man sitting there with a blank expression on his face. He looks thoughtful and kind, but with a face set in stone. As I slow down I see him break into a wide grin and he gives a quick curt nod. I like the way the man looks, his nod is the no-nonsense nod that you receive as a foreigner. I am not sure if it’s out of respect or just acknowledging my presence on this lonely street, but it is nice to know there ... read more




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