may 19 today i sat parkedup four hours, paralysed, transfixed. has the dreaming ended? is the campaign over? is there a way forward? i stare at failure. yet it was restorative, recuperative and maybe necessary to reevaluate, regroup, reexamine the strategy. morning in library, jon from merimbula got large, four burgee and 14 stickers. slowly i accept loss of all emails. and here now 5:30 sun set, still, coast to northward outlined in gold and blue,mt cooroy, a pyramid, mt coolum. and the saga of life continues as little fish jump and skitter along surface to escape predation. who knows the future. may 20 contact made with sticker supplier. walk and spruik, feeling better. may 21 cold nights but i'm cool with two quilts and a doona. went to public pontoon for yacht race. had to
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