Holy cow why did I get Mcdonalds last night? My stomach is feeling like it's on a complete frenzy, definitely a trip to the toilet later. Never having a maccies again, ever. That's an obvious lie but still it made me feel SO sick. To be fair I did overly stuff myself with chicken nuggets even after a LARGE mcchicken sandwich meal, I'm such a numpty. Jumped straight in the shower to freshen up, not appreciating the spider lurking in the bathroom. Susie Lewis doesn't do spiders.. no way! Thankfully Marc did the honours of flushing it down the toilet. Super Marc! Definitely sorting my laptop out today so me and Zoebird headed to the city. Took my netbook to a place called computer world.. discovered it's definitely my cable that is dead and not the ... read more

Oh my god nothing felt better than waking up in MY bed.. not some bed that will be someone elses bed next week, but MINE! It felt odd also not awakening to a whole room of people talking and loud 'WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP' speakrs going off at 10am or something silly. It did feel nice though.. I quite like it just being us. Somehow the thought of being in a room alone doesn't seem quite as appetising to me right now. It's nice having people around even if sometimes it is a bit like errrr give me some privacy please. But at least this time it's with people i've known years and feel comfortable with and stuff. SOOOOO because Zoebird passed out stupidly early last night, she also woke up stupidly early, which ... read more

Woke up at 4.30am still wasted and needing a piss. I think I tripped over a few things along the way and I don't ACTUALLY remember the journey to the toilet.. but I'm pretty sure I made it. Collapsed straight back into bed and then got woken up again about 8. Where the hell was Zoebird? Why wasn't she in her bed? I couldn't even remember and go into panic mode because just before I woke I had a dream that I was with Zoe and then she randomly went missing and I was searching up and down the beach for her but she was just gone. So when I woke up and found her missing I was like WTF, ZOE HAS DISAPPEARED INTO THE SEA etc etc. I text her in panic asking where she ... read more

Woke up still raging. I definitely was not making ANY effort to speak to dicksville today. From the moment I woke up, that was it.. the ice-stare was thrown. They didn't speak to me either and left, nobheads! Later on in the day I re-dyed my hair and was getting ready in the room alone, and the twatheads come back and I just completely blank them.. and as I'm doing my make up in the mirror I let them pass without even looking at them (the mirror is on the door), to go back out and when the door shuts I overhear one of them say 'FUCKIN HELL SHE IS SO OFF WITH US'.. ha! RESULT! they noticed, good. So I realised at this point that it's time I had some ME time.. I just wasn't ... read more

Been dramatic today to say the least! Woke up again with every intention to go to Newtown and job hunt but somehow ended up catching up on X-factor and Gossip Girl instead! Literally I'm hooked on T.V, I just can't seem to stop myself. You would think that while I'm out here in Australia I'd be doing a lot more than finding out who has left x factor this week.. or whether Serena is gonna get with Nate again?! These are very important isssues in my life, and I cannot ignore them! Good to know Jedward have finally gone now though eh. You can say they were entertaining but I still think they were as charismatic as my toenails. The weather was awful today so I had no issues with sitting in front of a PC ... read more