And so the days have turned into weeks, the weeks into months. Three in their totality and i have finally found my home once more. In a liberation of the sorts, pertaining to the heart and soul, i have left everything behind. condensing my life of books and memories, clothes to keep me warm, into one suitcase. And now i sit in the garden indulging in the evening sun, all that i have lost resurfaces to my thoughts. Perhaps in one last attempt to be remembered in their absence. For i never knew that love could be so cruel, yet strangely beautiful at the same time. I feel i have given everything to it, and the outcome has still left me dizzy and dissilusioned. i lost my dearest friend through all my sacrafice to a cause
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