taipusam

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ok. entered malay, alone.
hitchhike.pick up stop.i bring u 2 bus-stop,5
rm.me:no,i hitchhike.he:ok, how much money u8 give?
me:i willl give u no money. a dissapointed face nicks
2ward d back,ok. i kapkunkrab him n jump on. plan:
cameron highlands,kl,eastcoast,singapor,melakka. plan:
find jap girlfriend.snorkellin,watch movies.
cameron highland,coldish.many cars r landrover(body) n
toyota(engine) miix.
tent,night.heavy rain.feel how ground transforms in2
mud.prepare 4 evacuation.prepare 2 abandon tent, runnin
arroujnd in d dark,with backpack, tru raiin, searchin a
roof, or, better, another place 2 sleep.
fortunally rain weakened b4 ground got 2 soft.
a green,humid,cold,climate,forest.djungel.sandals, that
i must repair every sokme days.tourists encountered
here n there.cloudy. jungle walk,path 9a. mp3, laolao.
alfio ,with u nmarcella is samesame as me n xie,or,b4,
luz. we r unfair.irritated skin,irritated by anythin
that pass.we say:stupid bitch,let me in peace,dont fuck
me,piss off.but its us, we r d problem.each small
p[roblem we ampify,make big.everythin disturbs,poor
woman,em cant comfort,relax, us. em afraid what 2
say,em r silent. n we, asshole: bitch,why dont u speak
with me? we r d problem.need 2 b alone?mayb. need 2
laern. acceptance.compromise.we need inna peace. big
question: why r we like this? unsatisfied? why?
apropo: why is malay femma oftn fatish.
rain on trail,got wet.
met bolivian girl.maria carla. i like. even think 2
stay 1 mo day cos her.
god is love.god is 4giveness.dont help some1 cos u hope
4 repayment from god.dont help 4 selfishness.god is d
wish 2 do good without hopes,without desire 4 any
repayment. d deed is d payment.this mornin sky,grey
clouds bcomin red,this cars drivin arround, is his
re-payment. no, god dont repay. he simply is. its 4 us
2 find ,feel,him.its 4 us 2 come out,wrapped in woolen
clothes, 2 watch this sunrise.its 4 us 2 turn off d mp3
n listn 2 this noise of cars,birds n everythin.
road oiverlookin cars,muslim styled
schoolgirls,tourists,locals.cloudy.bit drunk by
fermented coconutmilk.hm, shit, stay 1 mo day cos maria
carla,mia.
our struggles r lifelong. marie claire, female
giornal.
tip :opposite kavy hotel have foodstall.nasi lemak
1,5rm3 fried vegetables 1rm, ask 4 d chilisauce.,
ok. with mia nothin happened.
my special sittinpoint.hm,nothin special,just a wall
at roadside.hoped mia ask me 2 travel 2gether, but.
left. xie arrived penang.
1st decided not 2 go bn see her.but then, in a
flashsekund said, shit, i should go. sense of
responsibility?i try 2 b fair? cos,truth, didnt miss
her.
penang, 1 indian restaurant next market,next 18
sign,rice,cabbage,different sauces, 1,6 rm.big plate,
fills.
kl.next coliseum cinema.musik from book
market.smokin.danger:many people.but nice musik.
couchsurfing.org is a website where u can log if u want
2 host or b hosted by travellers & non. after penang
now,kl, 2nd xperience. hosts seem nice people,mayb,
that want 2 enrich their knowledge,interchange or r
just,plain,friendly,people that wanna help.we r d
budged travellerthat wanna save some money.
kl. a dvd.500 days of summer.night.
taipusam,hindu,festival.1 of most xtrem fetsivalsi ever
witnessed.(uh,seems nice movie).some "surreal acts
of selfmortification","seemingly masochistic
acts".a cave,""hooks,skewers & tridents
hung with objekts like line n unripe
coconuts",free foods,many,many
people.sometimes,when em got pierced by big hooks,
seems like orror movie.camped there.

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