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a nice smellin candle iluminate my tent.outside a soft
rain hit against that plastic walls of
mine.night.simasato,smoke,midnight madness, chemical
brothers, on mp3.wanna do 2,3 days dedicatin 2
snorkel.its ko pagnan.its acceptable, no, its nice.
xie is right. i like 2 xpand myself. my tent is in
caos. sand,antsopen bags containi underwear,electro
stuff,handicraft,material.tent full caos.2 sleep i push
all 2 1,2,3,4 sides n sleepxie, at nighrt, take from
mme here here guarded tent,sleepin bag, 2morrow she
disarm her stuff again, givin it me.campin on bungalow
ground.still hopiin em wont charge us.am caos ,am
discount. candle ill-litt.light cant fullfill my
needs.only romanticism,beauty,scent.while eminem raps.
alfio, with u i learn acceptance.buy xpensive camera 2
make photos del cazzo.friends,with snorkel.u search
comfort.easy,facil,life.no problems. but like with mama
so with u, acceptance is easy.xcusable.but how can i
transmit d beauty i c with camera?need better camera?do
we need quality instruments 2 xpress quality ideas? big
flat screen 2 c visual impact? good boxes,speakers, 2
listn 2 good music?good smoke 2 get good high?no.
satisfy yrself with low quality.xpression of soul dont
need quality help. art dont need xpensive calors. fight
barfoot.god is simpleart is. all should b.its only that
with high quality products em xpress emself,hm, mo
professional.samesame with my handicraft.just put
xpensive stone, stupid ll buy.b simple, b true.
alfio, try. how much i wished 2 show u this moment,
sittin in sand,listn 2 elton john,a bar, windy,all
nice. all outside tryin 2 fill u with happyness. only
me, alfio, but u know. n i, egocentric,egoistic, pay
evn money 2 publish this. i, we, need 2 b listened
2.we, only shit.hm, how easy 2 satisfy egocentrism: u
only need yrself. look at us poor
thoreaou(walden),goethe,soledad,lonlyness,our self,
satisfyin us. egocentrism. camoflaged by our self
stupid runnin around.
2nd siamsato.drunk. surounded by beauty of light on
water .n sound of mp3.
a nice bamboohut.caosed table full of
handicraft.siamsato.ital hiphop.danger with drug,alk, n
workin handicraft is that d drug produce
enteusasm,emphasis, here i do my shitty bracelet n
think, whow, how beautyfull,hol cool, how style. truth:
my handicraft, no good,am better writer. problem only;
write 2 much shit,am 2 careless.
a yellow,blue, arara,papagayo, sittin there. we
camp,beachfront,75b 4 2 tents,lamai
beach.oftn,mostly,free campin, at
restaurant,bungalows.but here we have shower,hamack n
we accept 2 pay 4 it.
d darkenin sky,stars allready, white clouds still
visible.breakin waves.beach.lights of bars ahead.a new
siamsato.goin downtown.half drunk,half enteusastic.
nice.
fuck .if only i could
write,xpress.feelings.beauties.barfootness,without
shirtness.d salty smell.d sound of eminem.palms,bend by
windplay of light on architektur,sand.fuck, if i only i
could write,xpress.understand? C ? fuck u!
truth. problem 1:blieve myself 2 cool.problem 2:
egocentrism,xcused by autojustifications.problem
3:think that ive some kind of inteligences superiior 2
others.xample:xie.4:god speaks 2 me.life treats me
xpecialy good.5:impermabilidad against it.happyness
felt,but cant touch core.happyness,god,isnt meant 4
me.i depreciate god. truth: if u live my life,this
moment,nearness of beauty,perfection,god would touch u,
n his touch would free u of...
everythin,egocentrism.stars touch deeper than drugs, u
would b freed of yr self. but i. lost.everythin, not
enough,even pay 20,30 bath 2 publish this shit, am even
mo looser than xie.sorry xie.
left samui with 110b rajaferry.hitchhike south,sleep
temple,hithike,camp temple.

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