There is no path. Paths are made by walking ..
February 28th 2016 (heading quote by Antonio Machado)
28thFebruary 2016
Bodhi Zendo
Parumamalai, Tamil Nadu, India
“When a bird flies, it comes and goes, but there are no traces.
How can you look for stages on the mystic road?”
Zen verse
Awakening is Emptiness Awakening to Emptiness
Zen Master Ama Samy
"...before awakening, I am I, you are you, and the world is the world; in a
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Tara Cloud
Yep, the path is not easy and if you meet the Buddha on it, kill him.
Congrats on getting into that slice of paradise, but sorry you suffered when there. Pema Chadron (Tibetan Buddhism) says that whenever we meditate in order to get to our "better" selves, we're being violent to ourselves. The key is just accepting ourselves as we are, just as we can then accept others just as they are. Very compassionate. Pretty disillusioning the Zen master's comments, but as you say, we can all have a bad day. And that "What am I doing with my life" is a killer--I too know it. But really to love yourself and others and to stay present, accepting the angst and everything. What else is there, really? Best wishes and I respect your journey. Namaste.