It's 1:10am in Louisville, KY and I leave for Thailand in T-5 hours. I'm basically packed except for a few toiletries and my computer and stuff. My backpack is going to be so heavy tomorrow... Well, really it's today, and I'm not even sure if I'm going to get any sleep tonight. I keep thinking I'm tired and then I think about sleep and I get knots in my stomach and my eyes pop open. I am so absolutely terrified, but more than excited to be going to Thailand! I just don't even know what to think. Earlier today I had a panic moment because I didn't feel prepared enough to go on this journey, but then I remembered that no matter what I do, I will never be prepared enough. There is no way to
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