“What the hell am I doing!” I thought as I walked through airport security, turning to watch my family waving frantically. I looked at my boyfriend, standing with my family, fitting in so perfectly with my life, and a current of fear ran through me. What the hell was I doing! Leaving the man who for the past year and a half had been everything to me, the relationship that everyone envied and said was perfect, including me. He was perfect for me. We had a background of friendship, five years of friendship actually, during which we learned all of each others quirks and flaws and accepted them along with trust, love and an understanding of one another that we had not been able to find with anyone else. We didn’t have much in common, okay
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