honesty.

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other than anything good or fun i've written or thought of writing...because there is SO MUCH to say about the daily goings on of life here...
i am going to copy and paste an email i just wrote to someone, someone i hardly know but i just had to get it off my chest, and i want everyone else to know it, too. i'm going to say it's not really a big deal but really...it has been a big deal to me and i just prefer to try and write it off like it doesn't really matter when it's something that's driven me to tears lately. and i know i'm a sap and i cry easily over lots of things ..but sometimes i really do cry over stuff that matters...all that to say...here's my little email:

i was pretty sick with bronchitis and a severe cold for about 3 weeks.
it has been so hard to feel like there was even any point in me being
here. i was really discouraged and assuming anything negative that i
overheard was about me, but now i am not all the way better but am
well enough to actually get up and going in the morning and be
productive...i have been too sick for close contact with the little
ones and not well enough to help in the kitchen...and after a month,
all us women finally got
the apartment rearranged and i finally finished unpacking and got
organized and settled in. i feel much better now. i guess i just felt
like sharing that because neyo is asleep all cuddled up on me now as i
type with one hand. i missed him while i was sick!



so friends, fam and whoever else...don't forget to keep in touch with me. small, quick notes are much appreciated.
also, keep in mind i WILL post more pictures when i have a couple hours to go into town and spend at the internet cafe. our internet at the house is too slow for uploading many photos...
i am still holding the babe and typing with one hand. he is an amazing baby. that's the truth!
there was a rainstorm earlier tonight. also amazing. it's beautiful here. i wish people could just come and experience life in the country here. as in, in the bush.
timar's adoptive mom is visiting for his birthday. she's a rad girl and i'm glad he's going to her because i really love him. i even asked my parents to adopt him a while ago. his mom's first time here was right after mine!
ok enough of this. i want to stare at the baby, not the keyboard.

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Comments

[maya]

dads b-day
Hey you, Dads b-day is on Sat. Ang has been sick to, But not as sick as you. Glad you're feeling better. I cry at Milo and Otis too!!!! 'lil Joe got it for his b-day love mommy