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Published: December 8th 2006
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Living A -Dream- A Living
On the road to the little chunk of land outside of San Fran Peru This is actual writing from my little black journal....my internal travels so to speak. I hope you enjoy my thinkings and ponderings about life, spirit, god, creation etc... "11.22.06"
HIGH, the feeling of feeling the feeling created from coming into the present moment, because in the present moment exists the feeling.
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loosing my mind. what is this?
If I lost my mind, where would it go? Where would I be without my mind? If I had a spirit, I guess I would become my spirit. If I am my spirit and it, by the nature of spirit is eternal, or I am eternal, then surley I existed before my Mind was created. So, if I did in fact loose my mind, it would be quite ok, because I would still be here, and I would still be me.
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deeper awareness. coming into understanding.
without awareness, there is no awareness as to the importance of clear understandings. there is no awareness that is seeking and questioning. It is through the limitless possibilities that awareness brings, that we are able to exist within an experience of LIFE.
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dots get connected but only if I connect the dots. ---------------------------------
getting to a place of original thought. This is the uncharted realm of
imagination. The realm of the Divine. The realm modern society is working to destroy through the individual's lack of desire. Lack of feeling. Lack of cultivation.
Lack of living......
..you think you are living? what is your definition of living?
..do you believe you have a soul?
..are you living up to your souls highest purpose?
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i have found that most of us are living unconsciously within
the limiting reality that has been constructed by society.
living is to create. to create experiences.
in this way,
we are creators --------------------------------
discover the inside. looking within. discover a whole new side of things that you didnt even know existed. Stop looking outside. Stop seeking outside. Stop asking questions to friends, colleagues, teachers, professors and ask within. Realize the greatest teacher has been and always will be YOU.
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its F!@?#d man. its perfect. -------------------------------
fear kept me from going within. i was afraid. it was a cycle that kept repeating and which kept me afraid to live. most fears came from my lack of self confidence, which came from my parents lack of empowering their children through positive expereinces. such as a constant display of love. which, in turn, came from the society, parents, and roll models they were brought up with. which was a society based on fear. which came from the fear based reality taught by religions and leaders which in turn has given our leaders the power to control mass reality.
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there is no blame. we are all mistaken...and we are all perfect.
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coming to the realization that everything is PERFECT
frees one from the need for:
T I M E
F E A R
STRESS
P A I N
P L A S T IC S U R G E R Y
SUFFERING
ACUMULATING WEALTH
AGONY
DEPRESSION
SICKNESS
A GOOD PAYING JOB
LOW SELF ESTEEM
D E A T H.
(in this order..lol...hehe)
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.......(11.24.06)........
because I have had an outer-body experience,
where within that experience, I knew that
1. nothing really matters, and
2. I Am the only thing that exists,
I have the K N O W I N G
that everything is possible.
What do I choose to create? ----------------------------------------
the more you are aware
of the light,
the more god-like you become.
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why do I allow myself to be controlled by my mind?
........because before I discovered my self, I was never shown that I
was something more. -----------------------------------------
it is as if we have the opportunity to become GODS
so what is stopping us? we haven't had the idea.
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.......poetry.
,,,,,,,,,,,,poet.........
tree............................
a poem from the poet
sitting ........................
, ,,,,,.....under......
........me..
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the conclusion I have come to is that I am a god in the process of remembering all that I have created.
(but this may change.....)
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TO LIVE IS TO REMEMBER
TO LOVE IS TO REMEMBER
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.......(11.25.06)........ the amount of neglect I have for my body, is the exact amount of neglect I have for my spirit
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de.ja.voo i had an experience using LSD,
where i left my body
i didn’t die
i didn’t go to sleep
i didn’t black out
i was still aware
and i was paying attention.
what I saw was amazing
first i saw my life,
.........and more importantly, i FELT my life.
I saw
all of the good and bad
neon green frog
I dont think it glows in the dark experiences from my life.
FEELING all of the happiness and joy-
........and FEELING all of the pain and suffering my choices created.
and in this way
i experienced what has been called Judgment Day
i judged
........my Self,
my entire life experience... all of the choices I had made.
however i was also shown things that I didn’t understand,
that were not a part of the life I had experienced-
.........i now know i had seen into my future.
at the time i was not aware
that i was seeing my future.
but now,
when i experience what is known as de-ja-voo,
it is a familiar moment in time......
familiar,
because i have seen and felt the moment in time before.....
.......when i went into the realm
beyond this life.
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i am god
what does this mean?
it means that i have managed to create the perfect world
where, i could expereince all that I have dreamed.
through the eyes of a human.
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CREATION
IT created us.
we are babies of creation.
IF OUR PARENT IS CREATION
we are baby creators.
we were well looked after
by creation....
given a beautiful place to live.
in our
Shipibo Festival
Kids dancing to native shipibo music teenage years,
we separated.
we ran far away.
over the years, we have created as we pleased,
because we wanted to be free.
and now, after lifetimes of
freedom, and
separation,
we desire to know our creator parents AGAIN.
to know the creator.
and we are beginning to remember.
that
we are CREATORS.
we are CREATION.
...................is God something different?
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THE PLEASURE IN MY LIFE COMES FROM LEARNING HOW TO BECOME THE CREATOR
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THERE IS ALWAYS A CHOICE IN WHAT I WANT TO CREATE.
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Norah
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Your starting to confuse me my friend but I read your blog and try to understand where you are coming from. Your eyes are so nice - those I will never forget and your sense of humor remains intact I believe. Merry Christmas to you. I will be in Idaho with my brother Al and family. Quiet and relaxing. The only thing he asked that I do is make a pineapple upside down cake and a huge shrimp salad. That I can do gladly. Keep up the blogs please. Any more thoughts on returning to the states for awhile? Hella and I want to have dinner with you!!! Bye for now