mold

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we'll this computer in nice but funky

i lost my last entry so here goes again

ty david for a house and home

clean clothes, full belly

ty Alex for Batteria Appalachia, a brazillian-inspired drum group

thank you Amanda and Andrew for a great weekend of art and rain and walking and friends

thank you UT Art program for a lovely undergrad/grad/professor art showing

some good stuff!



i like the good stuff

i like the rain

i like the coolness

let it come again

i like many things

i like chess

i like friends what is not to like about them

?



i like keyboards and good food

good food is nutritious

may all have nutritious food in the sacs (bellies)

i follow memories, like my friend Oda Boru who liked to fill up his sac

a man from Russia, and Ireland, and ...

memories past

we follow these thoughts

in our minds

playing them out

or not

stopping them or letting them flow

watching them

then letting go





ty for hula hooping

and dancing in the mud

and for drum circles

and bags of popcorn

bags the size of garbage bags

filled with popcorn

can u imagine?

thank you for innovation like ropes with glow sticks attached for entertaining

and fire and rain and coolness

back to present



rooms that are quiet so one can be still

apples of tree and apples of Keys



keys to doors that let you in

away from the world and into another

quiet and couch

and next days...

invitations to dinner

and reacquainting

thank you for eyes, that see into "your soul"



eyes that see... thank you for these.

all eyes see in a manner of light

how much light do you excite?

a light a light a light a light



thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.





get lost in words, get lost get lost

there is nothing but the task at hand

at hand, at hand



memories float by, back to what we are doing

and what is that?

what are WE doing.



march for peace

heal for prosperity

going to school, working, continuing on...



i have said, have heard Heaven on Earth

what does that mean, look like

what could it be?

could it be?



bringing Nibbana.nirvana home and Samsara, the conditioned world home

bringing it all home

then going forth from home (me, you)

always going forth with HOME

in you

as you

are you

you







relationships, reading Fred's email send outs

from Tricycle

a NOW journal, online



relationships they say in the article

it is not what you get out of them

or even what you put in to them

then what is it?

it is not gain or loss?

it is not expectation.

relationships

what are they good for

absolutely nothin.

just kidding

relationships

what are they

all is relationship

and what are they for?

a reflection of you...

all is a reflection of you and where you are at

where are you at

when you see that person where are you at?

far away close in the middle?

are you trying to gain something from them? lose something?

what are they telling you?

are you telling you?

what is you showing you?

is that right?

you unit of consciousness...

units of consciousness

mass whole being



relationship strong, relationship weak

what makes it strong, weak?

are these just learning phases, words (strong,weak)

then coming back to center

is it growth? is it stagnant?

does it move?



or does it falter, stop, stay in one place, grow mold...

i have read that light is movement and not passive....



can't go back, can't go forward

i hear to analyze

and to look carefully

i could let it all come out in one jack kerouac flow

unedited, and just go

or i could chose this word over that

this thought over that

this action over that

etc.



or i could not choose.





relationship is relationship

kind is kind

love is love

light is light

and darkness... IS

mold, as the dancers of Circle Modern say...

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