only tomorrow and the rest of today!!!!!

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i am really excited!!!!!!!!! i am nervous...feeling strange...absolutely enjoyed...unstructured...troubled...anxious...sad...happy...allllllllllllllllll of this in one human beeing! is that possible? can you exist with such huge feelings in you??????? yes, you can. its difficult but it works!!!

just preparing the last things. yesterday i had much trouble with my camera equipment and missing features. nothing seems to work but after 1,5 days work and trouble, i got it!!! yesssssssss ... need it!

Have to make my room empty, put the things on the roof, pack the rest of my suitcase, clean the flat, do some things for university, do all the things i have forgotten.....oh my god!!!!

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