sadness can adopt you ...

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...might say, nobody knows what will happen. but the last days, i had so much stress and so strange experiences; its hard to find the right way not to adopt the sadness. i try to take everything easy but sometimes it is not!

had trouble with my father, my sister doesn´t talk to me since nearly 5 month, what do i do wrong?

mister right is maybe not mister right ... is he????? it would be so nice but for all things I DON´T KNOW what´s up!!!

i wrote him even a few sentences and asked him about ... - is he trying to make some distance between us? i have so much doubts at this moment...and then after a short time, everything changes in my mind. its an awful way of love...of life.

i should try to sleep - have to get up in 5 hours.

good night, world!

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