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mar 19 doubt that wretched thief sapping energy, taking pleasure in its doleful task. in reality it was mornings effort thwarted when nff director refused to let me busk as it was not music. no argument, had hoped but. great support among staff, volunteers, stallholders and setting up blokes. one volunteer voiced support, remembered me from two years ago as did security heavy who said he'd escort me to gate. oops! anyway got to herring/rice burleylake foreshore delight of canbra. lake drive past yarralumla. i could use an invite!! anyway life's a series of chances, choices. finally parkedup for laundry line and got reeds ramp and day sailers. top spot sat seeing sun, puffy whites on blue, waving leaves and cars. autumn. knowing and being. truth and beauty making our lives quarky. white breasted sea eagle, larks and tweet twoot. clear cries larksong. then boats arrived. race at six. sold large and small and tomorrow another large. met gus and got invited. evening sail that was splendid.

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