I don’t sleep at night. I’m sure it’s getting annoying for the rest of my family—looking at my sunken in eye-sockets and putting up with my cranky, sleep deprived moods during the day—but I simply cannot turn off my brain when I close my eyes at night. I do not know what the next few months hold for me, and it’s absolutely driving me crazy. It is literally keeping me up nights. When I lay down, every wonder, concern, excitement, question, and anxiety surfaces. Every thought I could possibly have about a trip to Europe pops into my head in quick succession and before I know it, it’s several hours later and all I’ve done is create more questions for myself. It’s frustrating in a way, to be totally clueless. But it’s also exhilarating… the possibilities
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