On this day... well... Mirjam, the light of my life and the center of my universe, has decided that we aren't meant to be. What does this mean? Well, at this time, I won't be returning to Europe. Despite what I've learned and all the preparations I made, as far as I can see, it's over. How do I feel about this? I'll be honest, putting aside the emotional destruction, I feel as though I've been ripped off. I have no doubt that Mirjam is doing what she feels is right for her, which I support completely, it still leaves me with nowhere to go. I'm quite literally back to square one and not a single bit happy about it. What does my future hold? Well right now, I am going to be closing down this
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