on the road from jamaica home to america home
March 30th 2008 let me start off with this: i’m exhausted.in my heart, in my immune system, in my brain. i haven’t been away from matthew for more than a day in a long time. it was SO WEIRD not to be holding him last night. it really hit me around 9:30pm because that’s usually when he is pretty active; he baby-talks and smiles [well he smiles all the time, even when he was sick and vomitting all the time. t
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