December 22, 2011 My bags are packed, I am sitting here at home waiting to go to the airport. I have mixed feelings about going to Thailand this time, I sure want to go, but then again, I feel a bit insecure. I haven't reached the goals I had in 2011, physically that is, I feel old and fat now. Ok, there's not much one can do about age, and I don't care much about age anyway, but I should have done something about being fat, though. And from my own history I know that every kilogram adds to my insecurity. I am a pretty self-confident guy, but sometimes it just strikes me I should lose weight :-) Anyway, I am glad to get out of my every day routine, I've worked a lot lately, and
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