Why did I do this

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Well today was tough I didn't do much I didn't even get out of bed until afternoon. Was still feeling bad about Laura we messaged while she was in airports letting me know she was ok. I went to the gym just to say I had done something and skyped my christchurch person, I was having a bit of a meltdown but it was really good they listened and we're just there for me in a way I kind of want my time in Australia just to be over with now.

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