waiting for the positives

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Ugh... having a down point.
I have limited friends, no job and not a whole lot of funds left.
Part of me wants to take out a loan, travel for a few months and return to my fabulous life in Melbourne.
Is this all because I am now out of my comfort zone? Am I homesick?
Having a lack on employment is the major player here, an old work collegue gave me a worse than terrible reference, the owner of the company says he is looking into it, but I am not over confident. I can handle a bad reference, however the facts were all untrue, it was complete slander of my name within the professional community. What to do now?

I feel lost, annoyed, lonley... this is not like me at all! I am usually the positive person!

I miss everyone.

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