mood in the air...

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i am in a great chaos of feelings. was very busy and reached most of my goals on this weekend. today i was a little bit layzy but i needed it very much. wrote with some supernice people via messenger and had a relaxing time just for me while watching "sex and the city". it was a girls´day!!! yeah. rather nice.
i prepared my computer for the trip. that for itself needed many hours! i tried to clean up my room and to bring out most of my stuff to prepare for my rental.
today i heard from mister right. he was a little bit on distance for my taste. the last days he had much party. so it would be possible to visit him 😞. thought he has to work. were 3 birthdays of people out of his family. i am not sure, if he really wants to see me before departure. for me it feels a bit strange at the moment. not nice!
but: i had a supernice talk to another guy. he is from paris and gay and i like him very very much. we write to each other since a few time... he gave me the feeling to be nice and that seems to be very good for me!!!

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