Departing:Highcamp/5800M//shiny Awaken by 1AM, a black tea and a piece of bread, gathering quickly the gear, checking thermals by the light of a torch, the stress brought me to the extative. At 2AM, we started our walkup to submit. At dawn, after three hours of a slow unsteady climb, I have to turn back. My behavior is going wrong, my metabolism is going unclockwise. Dawn is strong on symbols. It sealed my adventure that day and, to some extent, my need for completion. Only 4 on the magnificient 7 made it that day. That 4 did great. By 2PM, we are all back to Khare. Is the group different today? Am I different today? My ego is working hard on me and my brain burns in cycles:« what if ». Luckily, I am experienced enough to turn it
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