Ok, I am experiencing hard time with my computer so please be very carefull about what you get and double check please. I had a fantastic month of august. But now it is back to serious world with serious people upon serious issues that are dealing with serious time. I have been split in two for quite some time. I can handle that now. So Brother, Sister don't get confused. I am not turning back. I am out and free and enjoying myself. I WILL JUST GIVE DUMBS WHAT THEY PRETEND TO BE THE NORMAL, TRUE AND ADVISABLE BEHAVIOR. Take care my loves. ... read more

A day by the Sea, This time.... a little bit more on the culture side of life.... I also took the time to post some "message in the bottle" to a special someone. Updated... 30/07/10 Well my message to my friend remains without answer for the moment... I hope that my invitation to dinner or a casual drink will seduce... I hope that if the letter has proven of no interest, the post card that was attached to the letter will be more explecit on how I feel about our possible relationship.... read more

A day on the Sea Shore.... I had not seen the sea for so many years that even though the weather wasn't pleasant, the iode in the air made the trik... read more

Well it has been two month or so since resignation, I have no social checks, and had to return the checks from my former employer because the amounts were incorrect to their disfavor. I am runing n extremely low budget. feeding mostly on rice and vegies. I keep on a good moral though because I autorised and budgeted myself a "reward". Every sundays, I have allowed myself to eat like a gluton on a 20 25 euros basis. So going mainly for Indian food, I felt bad going for a 2 main courses while most of my neighbours go for something like a starter). I still have two main courses. I just change restaurant in between. But even then I am losing weight. I have just kept my promises to Bigal and Rin (reducing my budget ... read more

Venturing in my Psyche world while nightworks slowly progress to dawn. I came to the strange Idea that that devil out of a box, that outrageous, rude, unforgivable and malodorous mind that some may catch a blinks of on the networks might not be what it just appears to be like. Would a mind trapped by fear, unable to find an exit or even a solution to its own despare assault and try to arm his shapless, out of the reach adversaries with rudeness? Would it not be smart (pervert?) for the adversaries to keep these assaults as proof of asociability of an already condamn and traped subject? Would it not be politicaly efficient to refuse public debate upon any questioning upon the very proof of asociable mind/ caracter? I guess some light might come from ... read more