and the words keep coming in a wakeful state, it is so BOLD!

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i always ad the title to the blog last. why? because

because i don't necessarily know what i am going to write until i write it.



that is what i do; i just write and see what comes up

often i do the same with speech

i just talk and see what comes up

may i be skillful at doing this

i am skillful at this

is that conceit?

there is always more learning to do

and so this i know

so then it is

then is is

ladee dah dah



i do put thought into it

not just free writing

i reread what i have wrote

that is the beauty of writing

you can see your thoughts written out

cool, huh?

is writing really your thoughts?

it is a kind of thought pattern i suppose

and what thought pattern is that?

it is a stream that joins with the web of potential readers

a thought stream

how lovely is that?

where are you in the stream?

are you wading

floating

sinking

riding

downstream

upstream

in a boat

swimming

riding a turtle

inside a whale

(must be a deep stream)

or are you in a freshwater whale

(is there such a thing?)

a freshwater, smallish whale

living in a cush apartment

riding it all out?

all you have is your books and what comes in the whales belly

where are you at in the mind stream?



hmm

let it all come out

grateful for my aunt

who consoles me

grateful for her dog

Sarah Pearl who has come and gone

grateful for sarah who ...

grateful for sarah in the reddish dress who has come and gone playing her voice like she plays it

beautiful in the red dress

and the nice conversation

holding on to that...

CD

Paper Birds they call themselves from Denver

may they inspire the world with their three or four part harmony

a family band of sorts



Walt is there too

a continuing roommate

and Liam

who is new but old

an old/new friend

get my meaning?

a house of three

three is a powerful number

a trinity

meaning action

meaning catalyst

a tri

a try

stronger than a try

stability



action to learn shakespeare

to be or.

to be.

be

acting

this is what liam likes

is excited about



why does this matter

because our personal lives reflect the creation of universes

create universes

how so?

because what we do creates ripples

and you can be affected more or less

depending on how much you consciously take in, absorb

how much you hold on to or let go

but you know or feel

the effect now that we are awakened

you feel it at some level

and you eyes see me

and you know

it, life, has awakened



from a long sleep

awaken

to the deep murming

of the stream of life

ever moving

still

everchanging

same

ever love

is

ever

forever

forevermore

qouthe the raven

as it squawks and flies away across the Arabian night

the irish night

in rain

in sunshine

in crap

in this and that

and the book

that speaks

All is One

unoriginal

what does it mean

i you me who?

all in stillness

and movement

make sense?

moving going nowhere

where?

there

somwhere

here now

how

faster slower

be the change you want to see in the world

but not push for change

and accept it as it is

accept the way people are, seeing the beauty and wakefulness that is already there

God bless

karl bless

😊

walt bless

granma bless

mom john eric meagan tiffany all of these and more

bless





i have gone on

spoken too long

gone on

take out the I

and what do you have

just a series of words written from nobody in particular

just fingers moving

fingers without a head

as the picture of art showed

in the bar close to future home



on the couch

sitting waiting

wondering

when

to begin

impossible

it has begun

for so long

it has begun

a beginningless time

all intwined

mechanically

superficially

spiritually

materially

thoughtfully

majestically

beautifully

philosophically

ideally

really?

realistically



what is a good writer?

written in such a way that captures the audience

writteni nsuch a thoughtful way

that you cannot pull your eyes from it

you cannot pull your eyes

so you keep them where they are

you hold them

in you sockets

movinh across thepage

taking in

those beautiful words

following a story

or taking in

information

all is information

written to inform

and perhaps inspire

why is it written?

for whom is it written?

me

and you

why is it written?

it is written...

to soothe

partake

in the world of us all

because we are tapped in to something

we know not

tapped into some thing

we cannot speak

put our fingers on

yet

it is there

the edge of a world and stepping out into the darkness

off the ledge and falling and knowing it is alright

karl in love





"Father," she says "though in me you behold
The injury of many a blasting hour,
Let it not tell your judgement I am old:
Not age, but sorrow over me hath power.
I might as yet have been a spreading flower,
Fresh to myself, if I had self-applied
Love to myself, and to no love beside.

from a lover's complaints

http://www.william-shakespeare.info/william-shakespeare-poem-the-lovers-complaint.htm


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"...But when it was midnight Shahrázád awoke and signalled to her sister Dunyázád who sat up and said, "Allah upon thee, O my sister, recite to us some new story, delightsome and delectable wherewith to while away the waking hours of our latter night." "With joy and goodly gree," answered Shahrázád, "if this pious and auspicious King permit me." "Tell on," quoth the King who chanced to be sleepless and restless and therefore was pleased with the prospect of hearing her story."</td></tr></tbody></table>

http://www.wollamshram.ca/1001/index.htm

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