I am a paradox! I am shallow yet deep...tamed yet tough...proud yet humble... harsh yet kind...noble yet stupid...betrayed yet remained trusting...joyous yet grieving...hurt yet unharmed...defeated yet triumphant...dying yet living...i am an epitome of all the ironies of life: all painful yet everything is an emblem of its real pulchritude.

Am aloof and distant but actually friendly and jovial. Am resiliently tough and stubborn but passionately affectionate and emotionally compassionate.

These I very seldom, if not at all, let anyone know for am always fearful and cautious of betrayal.

Now am letting anyone see, if not take a peek, of who and what I am inside.

Come and see my indescribably constrained world where I have always tried to be spontaneous and free.

Come and hear my unspoken thoughts which I have utterly devoured in my own consciousness to finally be recognized and understood.

Come and feel my irrelevantly significant heart that has incessantly longed to be loved and nurtured.

Come and join me live a beautifully conceived existence that has inspirationally kept me going.

Welcome to my travel blog! Here I can be I! Here I can dance like nobody sees me. Here I can sing out of tune! Here am not afraid to be afraid. Here am victorious to lose! Here am still a paradox!

Here I remain an amazing speck of dust of the universe that fashionably makes up its eternal bliss.

Here I dream, I fly, I explore. Here I stumble, I fall. I whine, I scream, I howl. Here I laugh, I giggle, I guffaw. Here I saunter, I stride, I tread, I crawl. Here I wind, I hug, I squeeze, I cuddle! Here I also let go!

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