xishuangbanna,sex,pain,ect.

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southan yunnan.
jinghong. entered some parks by jumpin wall so as 2 avoid d fee.
met chinese girl, with whom i started 2 travel some.]
took us 5 days 2 arrive manguangshan, time of which much was spend in fuckin, must xcuse myself, am goin chinese style: not quality, but quantety: all my orgasm r 2 early.
oftnn rain.
i love dai architekture.
good food. 1 y reis, some 1,2, y sidedishes. beer 3 y. 7 y=1 us. yesterday 5 bbq sticks 1 y.
sleped ibn temple.
i show of with my prodidy songs.
c? now , havin company, feel need of lonlyness. had much,MUCH, sex. gettin calm.
c? fuck travel. we r no cup that can b filled! we r d spring that fills. fills? no. only flows. needs 2 flow.
no outside can fill inside, only inside that needs 2 come outgside.
d smile is not de curve of your mouth, but the warmth of your skin.
vfillage wants city. city, village. looner company. butterfly honey, the poor wants money, d rich simpleness, searche wants god. all fuck. we ve what we need..
xie was unfaithfull. fucked another while me sleepin next room. i left. returned. didnt i do same same with luz? of course: pain. but its only my ego. thi thought helps, she now sleepin next me inna hotel in menghun, a song played some 10-15 times, over n over again, fortunaly a nice song, sounds tibet. my inside calls spiritual research. pain bcomes bearable,hm, even beautyfull, when u understand that it leads 2 purification. jelousy, ego. all this fuck im full of.
start 2 like china much much. the old pipesmokin tribal woamn, the invitations from locals 2 eat, sleep, the beauty of dai architekture.
i like xie? i wonder. mayb no. am using her. am 2 lonley. need her eyes lookin at me. her hand touchin my hair
hm

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