golfito.is nice coastal town, interesting woodn haousin architektur consytrukted by gringo banana plantations that left long ago. smoke 1000. minerva hotel is 2000.entered panama,camp policxe station.arrived panama city,stay miami,6 us. morn.smoke,beer,mp3. true: no feel much motivation, no stimulation. allmost daydream bout havin aids,doomsday. i waste time, i dont love god. went 2 marinas,pined notice bout sailboathitchhikin on blackboards, spoke 2 none. made new pipe.tagua.much i hang in hammock:mp3,beer,smoke.wastin away hours.much is walkin.allways walkin. went 2 colon.sailboatsearchin. nothion.still just hangin arround, still not dedicatin 2 searchin.wastin days.is: i block. dont wanna do public relation shit.i see sailors but cant ask em. yesterday i ask 1, he was hiperfriendly,stimulatin me 2 go on.thank him god.sometimes a little friendlyness can do as much as a little
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