and the man i met tonight says of the girl i met "there is nothing wrong with love"

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hello .



two bob krewe is the word.

a band from Asheville

African rhythm jams

playing until late in the night

jams from outer space

and friends dancing

and david with the hula hoops

and new friend taylor

from all souls church

and Theresa earlier in the day with her magic at Rhama

and crystals and tuning forks

it was a musical day with bob and his guitar at rhama

all around good

rained in the am

until late

like 11 and it was still raining when I left at 12:30

slept in late

until 11, laying in bed

it was very nice



it is 3 am

and I am a kid again

listening to the cd david loaned me the money to buy

spelled toubab krewe

pronounced 2 bob croo

very nice and repetitive mantra

toubab means someone travelling in west Africa of european descent

there was a cute girl tonight but I did not talk to her

she was with a posse! and seemed young

oh well

we shall see how things go with this other girl

she seems to like me

and I like her

girls, girls, girls



i need to turn off the music to write

so i can listen to the music of the sirens

her name is...

have to tell you

sometime

s

i get this feeling

that ?

it is all good

because we are all doing the journey

and boundaries are dropping

and instigating ceases

that is the goal right?

to live and let live

each one separate yet connected

as Theresa would say

and all you folk out there who believe

in something

learning to love and let go

and be happy in the moment

acknowledging advertisement ( like adverse) and aversion

Buddhist word for shying away from unpleasant things

enlightenment is to be at peace with the aversion

the unpleasant

hope for the pleasant, i guess, enjoy the pleasant

but be at peace with the unpleasant

god bless

God bless?

do you believe in God?

do you believe in life after love?

who sang that?

Cher?

smart lady

i asked a friend what is love today

what did he say?

to be grateful

my interpretation

he teaches meditation

maybe i will go. do i need to go

it interferes with chess

i could go the following week

do you need to meditate

?

i just want to help him

because he knows something i don't perhaps (don't we all if we just listen really well)

he has been around

and he has told his story

and this is what brings him peace

his mantra taught by "the

monk dude"

baba nam kevalam

something like this

that is the mantra

you can see the monk dude on TED.org

or youtube

i should look it up

i still need to find josh the camel

i mean lefty the camel, my story

i am rambling

i think of her again.



crickets in the dark

i sing of these again

because they sing to me

each night

they sing so sweetly

in the dark when we are all asleep

we humans resting in the deep

state of dream

always dreaming

they say

what are you dreaming

in the awake hours?

shall we sleep away the day

in unconsciousness

not knowing

who we are?

who am i?

who is i Karl?

karl?

a being named by a mother and father

who are now split in one way

together in another

found new mates

and living out their lives

together forever

like Robert and Martha

what would she want

she who stares down at me from the mantle

to move on?

a tough question



look at your beliefs



i will stop there

love is

love is indescribable some say because it just is and when you are in love

what happens

?

in love for 50 years or more

are you growing together or apart

are you lifting each other up

or tearing each other down

are you helping in a gentle or not so gentle way



some say when a mate leaves another, dies

that one may move on in a way

or just keep on loving because they made a vow

eternal vow some say

what is an eternity?

a returning to the God-head?

where there is no time

could be



when we merge with the music it is merging with your higher , inner self

i don't know

anymore

i know feelings

i know i felt good today

with friends who were happy doing what they believed in

which is healing the earth

bringing people closer to Home

the home within

where all is







may i merge with my innate self

that which is known

by all



and merging with another

like that girl

almost said it

another day perhaps



merging with another is like merging with God

it is merging with God

because we are all God

it is not to be found anywhere it is everywhere

in each atom

there it is

there it isn't

something like this

😊







it is only the beginning and angel Adzekiel tells me to be patient

and to make compromises

and have balance

from the angel cards by Tammy

who works with crystals

putting blue quartz on my neck



i know what i know

that birds will flow

in the wind

and when she steps out into thenight

all is silent because they are watching her

with eyes aglow

and stars fall because she knows

who she is

and that is

a girl with light in her eyes

that sees you

right through you and into you

a girl that knows a boy

and they walk together and share and dream

let us just be

and see what happens and take it slow and easy and be patient

with ears of joy and words of wisdom

eyes of love

and voices

voices ringing to the tune of angels

inner angels

that which we all are

breathing from the belly and typing from the heart

i hope

can only just be these words right now

wright here now

no spelling misintended

blessings

from

that angel called

karl





and the last thing is is to tell your mother you love her

love you mom



and that similar stories of girls end with smiles

that all is well

no matter what i say or type because it is an expression of the moment

a 4 am expression

that is

what is it

generic

but true?

this is the caveat

it is unwritten

as of yet

because we are creating with each moment via thought

patterns

patterns of thought

may you create a lovely helpful hopeful blissful

enlightened

thought

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