onm going

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hello friends. thanks for reading.

this blog.

this and that

call it scat

call it what you will

hopefully it is distilled

from all the nonsense

in my head

that nonsense

driving me mad

that nonsense that is me

as pema chodrom says

the wisdom in the nonsense

the wisdom in my "imperfectness"

the things that make me

the mundane

that trasnform into the surreal

the "wisdom"

maybe i can get some of that!

but apparently it is inherent

just a matter of tapping into

becasue we are all tapped in

plugged in

so there it is

all within you

becasue all is with in you

and without you

yes, yes

this and that

preaching

words

don't mean

i just love you

if you could

grasp

a hold of me

and never let go

we could become one

already there

all one

why do i attach to you

i just want the best for you

whatever that is

darling

you decide

and thank you

for your time

wow

yes it is

my sweet

all in time

good times

bad times

hard times the same

not so famous words from a rock band

dangerous toys

how bout those dangerous toys?

those ones with lead

and such

those ones that come out at night

and go on rampages in your kitchen

those ones that

turn against you when you play more with woody instead of the destructicon

transformer

all those dangerous toys

like your car

perhaps

just as you see it

could be or not be

a toy

and of course those other toys in the dark that we wont mention becasue i dont have much experience with them

how bout non dangerous toys

the ones made from wood

that are soft

and round

or have edges

that kids use to build

and then bigger kids use to make houses

and then wood becomes steal

and houses become skyscrappers

and such

reaching into the heavens

reaching into the hells

bells

a rining

and...

and

ring those bells for...

bob dylan

ring them bells

for the chosen few

who will judge the may

when the game is through

ring them bells

dampen those bells

youtell me

who will judge

could be "you"

the all the everything

to see your life

as it passed

before you

all that you have done

passing before you

all that you chose

passing before you

passing be fore

you

and after you

and in you

and is YOU

ring them bells

for me

who seeks

and who has sought

and sometimes forgot

why he / she is here

to be

a beacon

for what?

to go to places

for what?

to do this?

to be in joy

in a world

he came to

to what?

and when he is here

he decides

what?

but the decision is hard

and the room is empty

but it waits for the "right" person

to move in

and fill it with things

fill the world with things

and ideas

and peace

but it is already there

becasue you being you

being you

be ing you

is

that peace

who judge the manywhen the game is through

dont ring them bells

stroke them

with the beater

hum them bells

like the hummers do

and the world fills with sound

of a hum

that all aer in tune

with you

you going about

being

?

you

and what a unique expression that is

to just be you

with all its wonder

and choice

and...

all of you

why not take all of me

cant you see

im no good without you?

take my lips

i want to lose them....

you took the part that once was my heart

so why not?

take all of me?



billie holiday

what a lady!



thank you

billie

and thank you to

You

my frineds

my family

take all of me

use me

till idie

cause i am nothing without you

and vice verse

right?

you are nothing without me

and if one of us were missing

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