I would like to think that I am a city savvy, rough and tumble, friend of the darkside, cross the street where ever I please, kick you in the balls, stay up all night, eat what the locals eat, get high on the neon lights, kind of city girl, but shit, New Delhi proper has been serving me one toxic bitch slap. Radiohead has been playing on repeat in my mind: iwilleatyoualive.iwilleatyoualive.iwilleatyoualive.iwilleatyoualive. I am wrapping up a month of unstable housing, multiple daily fights with rickshaw drivers, robbery by fake house cleaners, pollution that coats my teeth, dust and grime between my toes, pooping like I am the source of the Ganges, fever sickness like a ton of bricks, racism and discrimination for my whiteness, shame for my single womaness, and at the heart of all
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