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pathnoway

26 year old American currently living in Japan. I want a life worth living.



Travel Blog Posts


Travel Dependent

Published: June 26th 2010Asia » Japan » Tokyo
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June 24th 2010

When I travel I seem to be the most awake. The new environment tests me. Being out of my comfort zone brings me closer to myself. It stirs up emotions and thoughts I've never felt before. Leaving only me to sort through it all. It forces me to rely only on myself, while at the same being dependent on this world. Travel is confusing. Travel keeps me questioning. While at home, illusions of having a good grip on this world. At home, illusions of understanding what a person means when they speak. At home, I find someone to lean on. When at home, I believe that I can predict, to a certain extent, the outcome of my actions. These beliefs and actions are dangerous. Travel brings me out of this mindset and forces me to confront ... read more



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June 6th 2010

I sit in the blue print/drawing vault in the engineering building in Okinawa Japan. So does the microwave. Every morning, a older gentlemen walks in to use the microwave to prepare his water, for what I assume to be tea. He sets the timer, walks out, and has timed it perfectly. When his hand touches the handle, it beeps. If for some reason his game is off, he's fairly disappointed and expresses it with a grunt. He's either counting it down, which I take to mean he's extremely bored. OR his natural clock just knows, which tells me he's been in this routine far too long. There is Yama. Yama is a 60 something year old Okinawian man (don't know his title or what he does really). He comes in and does stretches. His stretch involves ... read more



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June 1st 2010

It's not uncommon to plan our lives around work. It has been the American way for quite sometime. Our jobs influence where we live, how much time we spend in a car, what kind of food we have time to put into our bodies. The list is long. The very thing that is suppose to keep us secure and provide us with the resources to do what we love, is doing just that(*security is an illussion), but it becomes the sole focus. Some get a taste of security (large savings, well paid job, etc.), want more of it, and are terrified to let it go. We are so afraid to leave this protective animal we call employment, that we forget to live the way we want. "Just a little more and then I can really enjoy ... read more



Unnatural Gaijin

Published: June 26th 2010Asia » Japan » Tokyo » Tachikawa
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April 4th 2010

My Japanese modeling career was unexpected and short lived. I've never been one for the camera, but when I was randomly approached by a goofy looking Japanese guy, just outside Yokota's main gate, I became curious. Once he informed me the magazine was hip hop, I couldn't refuse. The translator, Dai, picked me up at my apartment around noon and handed me a hot coffee he purchased from a vending machine. It was snowing outside and on the ride to the shoot, Dai informed me I would be sporting their new spring line. He also preformed well, building up the job and attempting to make me feel as if this day was THE big turn in my life. "We've been looking a long time for someone like you. Then we saw you walking. We were lucky. ... read more



underground parking

Published: June 24th 2010Asia » Japan » Tokyo » Ueno
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January 2nd 2010

your catch phrase advice numbs the mind confusing your confusion for intelligence struggle for understanding with such pride you claim nobody understands you nobody understands no one always mistaking for closeness, we are we're all basically alone think you've leveled up but, find yourself in underground parking... read more



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January 1st 2006

Fresh off the plane in Guatemala city, I grab my two backpacks and head towards the crowd. I walk onto a stage looking up at the audience. The house is packed. Family from all over the country come to meet their loved ones off the plane. They aren't there to simply connect, find their car or bus, and be on their way home. It's an entire event. It's a production. When their loved one appears on stage, their section goes wild. I don't have a section. I look up and see nothing familiar. I turn sideways in attempt to squeeze through the crowd. I feel a bump on the lower part of my bag and look behind me to notice a little girl on the ground. I must have hit her pretty hard. I say I'm ... read more






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