2,3,4,5, n mo of laos

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2:
jeep, wanted money, but accepted 2 drive me
free.minitruck. 4 2000 a glass beerss, dryin my socks n
shoes, fresh airin my feets inna bar that is gettin
crowded.viets have bad habit 2 park moto at
entry,carelessly, difficultatin entry. females small,
nice, asses. compatct. sunny ,allmost. i like jazzy
belle from outcast. i start 2 like viet better. truth;
i like all countries. truck,truck,pick up. crossin by
rain, n, or, storm devasted areas.
crossing laos border 1st pick up tuck lift,
tresspassed, camped under abandonated hhut.280 km
day 3 .
decorating my strong smelling body with clean
clothes. walk.eat bananas.many.no traffic.walk,no map,
no water.truck from d 50ies. many woodn houses on
planks, some destroyed by last weeks taifun. oh, how i
love theese inna back (of pick up)lifts.wind caresing
hair,massagin face n naked.hurting,feet. warm mornin
sun shinnin gently on djungel n villages. long fast
lift inna back.sleep in temple. 550km.
day 4.
orange robed monks rise long b4 sunrise.lucky:same
lift,foreigner, drive 2 vientianne.pick me up, again,
inna road. d setting sun, a
temple,smokin,vietwiskey,mp3.vientianne, capital
city,next river thailand a vista.20000 dorm.
arrived 14.00,wah ,change money,eat.buy big smoke 4
50000. no own smoke since 18 weeks.
i c my mistakes in relationships.am
obbsesive,posseseve;psicological problem.
i make myself ridiculous.a hungry wolf.runnin bhind its
victim, imploring it:please tell me that u like me.
shameless
day 5.
much smokin.work little.leave 13.30.

a splendid mornin. white clouds hangin in rocky green
djunglish overgrown hills against d blue mornin sky. d
veranda of a bungalow.shadow.xies mp3 playin soft chin
rockpop.smokin.lokals passin. n tourists. vangvieng.


slowly fadin daylight.overlookin main road: red n blue
tents of nightmarket,colonial buildings,here n there a
temple.cloudy but warm. luang pra bang.intanet ratet it
nr 1 city inna world.
had 1,2 timews sex with xie.but no satisfacion, no
orgasm. dont want 2 kiss,touch,smell, her am not
atracted by herplatonic, no, not even.yes xie, like a
friendship, but without joy.

a nice but full caosed hotelroom,big doublebed(xie
sleepuin naked inder some sheets) window views a cloudy
mornin sky embrassin d stupas of next door
temple.palms.smoke.mp3.


a cloudy
mornin,bamboobungalow,veranda,hamock,smoke,mp3.viewin d
muddy river,long,woodn boats drivin it up n down, d
beauty of hills hiddn by low clouds.xie plannin
trekkin, me climb a hill.muang noi, a small village
acessable only by river


d flickin candlelights a 4x5 m 1st or 2nd grade
classroom.sleepin bag on floor.woodn table,woodn
banks.d open door leads 2 d yard, 2 d speaker of d
voices that i hear, it leads 2 a tiny, by sunsetlift
arrived village, it leads 2 hills n forsts breathin in
d darkness.
am discovered.boys shinin their lamps inside, speakin
among emself.no word 2 me.now em run away. i closer
door.smoke mo in peace.

sunrise. a construcion side.a darkgrey unfriendly
sky.viewin road 2 huay xai, people allready walkijn.xie
sleps.tentsmoke,prodigy.l. namtha.active week:tubin, 2
days bike, 2 days motorbike.


a caosed 4 bed dorm. brown ,woodn, floor,beds,walls.xie
sleeps.chiang rai thailand. crossed border with smoke
hiddn in tent.

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