yunnan.ect.

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(sorry, mo ect than yunnan)
tea.3.5y$ snowbeer. prodigy. watchin people.
have only torn shirts n pants. socks unusable.
study faces. true:female faces, couse is em i look at, n is in em i c most differences of origen. get interested in sociologie. study of culture of mankind.
kazantzaki wrote pure happieness is when our desire n gods bcame samesame.
isnt want,search,road,need ,of god consequence of beauty of inside? isnt want,search, of god, in order 2 get beauty of inside hipocritic falseness?
cant i stop travel? have we constant traveller phycho problem we cant resolve? does travel enclever us?what r we searchin,what escapin? where r we goin 2?
travellin is no answer! o.k. 4 me.am seracher, no finder. no answers 4 me, only questions.
thing is.travel sometimes gives deep happyness. d lookin at people. d arrivin 2 new cultures.d xpolrin.d childern smiles.u know, fuck like this.
2nd beer.o.k. do drunk day. ah, am 35, fur starts 2 grow on breast. looks stupid. hm.
aqm told: there r only 2 differences between comunism n fashism.but, find em out yourself.
apropo. fuck u.fuck me. we ve no value. we r only 1 outha billions. seperate your self from d mass inna nice way n u get value.
is there destiny, r we not in it?
and. is there no nice girl somewhere 4 me? am i 2 fuckin antisocial?
no nice girl? somewhere ?
3rd beer.
o.k. 1 truth. somethin of my inside searchs god.wisperin.shoutin.i dont know.i smoke.am puritanic.ask me why? couse god speaks,asks, pleads. sorry, i cant go.god is 4 u, not 4 me.what i wont give him i comunicate 2 u, so u could dio,couse my flesh,mind, is weak.may b yours not.
god is when u smile. god is when u suffer.
4th beertalk with french alternativ. listn asia dub foundation. not talk. music.
i like d alternativ italian.
5th beer.
2 drunk. nice chicks arround. allmost gets dark.blieve myself mo alternativ than d alternativ. am mo rural.

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