Great News People.... well I am back from my travels - 7 months away, and I felt that since it was myself that started this particular blog it would be only fair to let you know how it went!!!
Well I spent 5 months in Asia ( laos, Cambodia, Vietnam and Thailand) was absolutely amazing and am totally going back again the next chance that I get! Then spent 2 months in Oz.... doesnt sound that long a time away, at the time you are away it seems to fly in and it is an infinite at the same time, and then you come home and its almost like a dream, as though it never happened!!!
So here's the update on having a RELATIONSHIP AND MAINTAINING IT WHILE YOU ARE AWAY - My Question, IS IT POSSIBLE?, how do I ignore all the negative comments and advice etc etc , am I being naieve to think that it will work.........NO!!!!
The day that I moved out of my rented accomodation in Dublin to get ready to head away traveling, I met my next door neighbour, with whom I spoke about me going away and she said that she had been in the same scenario years ago, and was going out with her boyfriend for only a year, and she went travelling for a year, came home and they are now on theoir third child... this gave me hope.... however she then said that the friend she went travelling with met a guy 6 months before she went travelling, and was with him and they are now on kid no.2... now that latter would be quite extraordinary I feel but I guess it just shows that you can do it, if you are both committed!
Now my story.........
Well as I said, I headed off, met lots of realy great people. The first month was kinda hard because I felt that he wasn't making an effort to stay in touch with me, wasn't really texting me, emailing me etc etc and to be honest it upset me, as I felt that he was maybe pulling away because I was gone, or maybe was in a sulk, or maybe even wasn't wanting to interrupt my 'holiday' away by him texting!
It was rare that I would ever have any harsh words for my boyfriend, and so when I wrote an email to him to tell him how I felt I was fairly blunt. I was afriad that I was hurting him by what I said, but I needed him to know that in order for this relationship to work he would have to pull his finger out as much as I was, and make more of an effort! He emailed me back saying that he was a bit shocked by the email, but ultimately he would try harder, and understood how I felt... and he did try harder.
From then on we were both better at contacting each other - not necessarily every day but most days, so that it didn't at least feel as though there was a lot of time between chatting, texting etc.
There were guys when we were away we got chatting to, they were really sound, but to be honest I had no interest, it was nice to get to know people with no hidden agenda from either side, and I made a point of mentioning this sometimes. To be honest it was nice to see that their reaction was the same also.
There was occassions where I would have had guys flirting with me, and I guess when you are away it is nice to get attention , but as long as you know that you have what you want at home, and would you really ruin what you have over the fact that somebody is paying attention to you - you would be shallow, and to be honest do you really value the relationship that you are worried about if that is all it takes for you to keel! It's like smoking (I was a heavy smoker!) .. one puff and its all gone, so as long as you are aware of what the attention you are getting is and do not encourage it, then its healthy and normal to be flattered by it.
To be honest I have to say that there were still, even when I was away, alot of both male and female, saying how are ye coping and how do ye feel, and have you been with any one and do you think that he has been with anyone... and the answer was always the same.... if you know what you have, and you've had that for 5 years why would you let it go?
Why would you jeopardise what you have for something that was nothing! If you met a really hot boy/girl on the beach and thought that he was amazing and sound and you were both so alike.... would you not realise that he could turn out to be a total dick 6 months down the line!!! So why bother when you have that relationship already.... that doesnt make sense ( don't forget if you are together a while you know each others anoying habits and little 'isms, and so if they accept that and so do you and you live in harmony... don;t rock the boat, don't fix it if it ain't broken!
You will meet lovely people and you will have a great time getting to know them, and become good friends. But any guys that I spent time with knew i was going out with my boyfriend, and in fact most were impressed by our relationship and how strong we were.
Do not stop yourself from meeting and chatting to other people, but if you need to, make a point that you are going out with somebody so that you eliminate any potentially embarrassing experiences!
I met my Bo' in the airport, he had a bunch of flowers waitingfor me and I jumped into his arms, so happy to be with him again. To be honest I feel that he understood how much we had taken each other for granted before. I am stronger now than I used to be, and have gained my independance again in our relationship - which is important for a good relationship, and hope that I can keep that and that we progress and grow stronger.
I can't wait for the rest of our future... to be honest if we made it through this... then we can make it through anything!
I wish you all the best of luck and hope that it al works out for you. Anybody that wants to chat to me just send me an email and would be happy to help
XXX Thank you all for the helpful advice before I went away, was grea to be able to chat it out XXX
We have spoken a bit about me being away and he said that he missed me awfully, I told him how happy I was that we were back where we belonged andthat I needed to tell the world that YES IT IS POSSIBLE TO STAY TOGETHER IF YOU GO TRAVELLING!!!!
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