dreaming of a RAW christmas!

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Dreamed I had green tics in my skin last night, possibly due to my pre-sleep waking thoughts of parasites crawling around my body yechh!
My dream job - ice cream girl Surprisingly, I’m really enjoying it! A little disappointed with the lack of supervisory inspiration and motivation though, this could be such a fun and ‘wicked’ environment to work in but the girls I’ve shared time with so far seem mostly vacant… or somewhere else? They don’t appear to be enjoying their work and participate in small talk of their drinking, smoking, unhealthy eating habits. Something in me - ego?- loves opportunity such as this (having serving to myself) to get it all together to show em (my employers and the customers) what I can do. I am worthy damn it - you’ll see! You’ll love me if I prove how valuable I am! How responsible I am! How unique & different I am! Strong suits thrive again. It’s never just ice-cream though. I really want to create my own food, stall of sorts, even a shop. Of course, RAW I know it’d be just my thing, albeit hard, long, tiring work to set up and maintain. My baby is calling me!! Beginning with cakes to the local cafes, here I come! Yumm!

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