I await my departure, a couple journal entries

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Written July 31, 2011
It feels like this month has taken forever and it is probably because of my anxiety for my leaving is ensued my overtaking. I am so thankful for the friends i have gained while in Arizona. Especially the once I have just met, even though it's been a short time but the connection feels like a lifetime. I am thankful for the female connections I have made over the past 3-6 months.

Written August 2,2011
The days go by so slowly when I am just waiting to leave. I have one more load of stuff, which can wait until I drop my car off at my parent’s house on the 10th before I go to the airport. I wait and wait it feels like forever, feels like July took forever and the next 9-day will take forever. Patience is a venture and one I must gain.

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