lost old diary.now lost this 1 2, but with much luck re-got it. got 50 000 mushroom bag. took half.felt somethgin commin, a heavyness, drwsy. sittin i watched mountain, sunset again, i was able 2 look n transform it, mountain, in2 a , hm, halluzination, or somethin, some seconds, but mind, control, returned. if i would focus i could have the trip, but. 2nd half vientinne.yes i sure go japan. i went 2 temple, prepared 2 focus. but its comin was 2 soft.walked 2 nature, felt it stronger. but, again. no. alimentation change: less soap. mo 2000 sticky rice n 2000 side dish. i start 2 love laos. the multiethnical belt that cross here, the orange colored monks, the sabaideein from children. but fuckinhard autostop. o.k. like smoke mo than mushrooms, so far. theres the mekong
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