Before my main post i'll say this, it's kind of a long one, it's unrevised and raw so forgive me, i'm running on fumes practically. Yesterday while walking to and from bangur ave, half the people giving me stinkeye i would smile at, the other half i would give even harsher stinkeye back, they see white skin but i'm still bengali. i think this cause bengalis are so intense, and i am feeling things very intensely, bengalis don't get offended whereas i take things seriously.. at least for the moment that they're happening but after few minutes no issue at all i don't care it's done and over, nonexistent. at the end of todays class vidura krishna prabhu mentioned that we have to act on mahaprabhu's teaching of giving honor. saying gurudeva, when he first came,
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