day 16 i'm not excited. i'm kinda tired. tired of the hustle and bustle. and sydney is the worst place if you feel like this. this is beehive australia. the guys want to go out and explore sydney. i've done this twice before. i need to feel human again. clean. washed. reset. i feel like a killjoy, but i send them out without me. i spend the next few hours to myself. writing, thinking, scrubbing, laundry. its just what the doctor ordered. i finally get to tend to my foot and give it good dressings. in the afternoon, jenny's boyfriend comes home and we meet. he's a typical tradesman (traddie). rough around the edges. except he's quite withdrawn, less friendly and refined than i expected. almost a bogan. but he seems nice enough. After a little
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