Finding Yourself in Solitude: 10 Lessons of Growing


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March 25th 2008
Published: March 26th 2008EDIT THIS ENTRY

Finding yourself in solitude. Everybody hears this time and time again. From the fruition of youth when sent on “timeout” to the isolation every individual needs in order to hibernate with one’s emotions. Even through days of work, locking the mind and body behind concealed doors in order to cram a semester’s final paper or spurn a creative project. Isolation, solitude, being alone—these words derive a connotation of growth and progress. They emphasize a deeper understanding not only of one’s surroundings, as well as past and future actions, but also of the most significant and empowering quality—finding oneself within the present moment.

Yes, who are you, I dare ask? Where are you? And what and why are you doing, exactly? Well, to find out I’ve a suggestion: Take leave of all your worldly possessions, my friend. Drop work. Let go of your family and friends (assuming you have the freedom to indulge in this responsibility). No, wait. Sorry…I mean quit work, hail for a leave of absence from school, and buy that one-way ticket to nowhere. To travel alone is to find the answers you’ve been seeking and discover the questions to all your unfounded thoughts. It is your world. It is your adventure.

1) Responsibility

These are the ten things you learn while traveling alone (with room to add) and the one thing carrying the most weight, the quality of personality that enabled you—the solo traveler—to get here in the first place, is responsibility.

To take one’s life within one’s hands and have the freedom and maturity to mold it into shapes, forms and experiences of one’s desires is to embrace this basic knowledge. Hopefully we all take responsibility for ourselves, and on the actual day we do so our life begins to change as we witness how we are responsible for everything we do—each thought, word, action and emotion. This acceptance of our own responsibility for the life we lead provides us with the power to change. We become the artists of our lives.

In the words of Johann Christoph Friedrich von Schiller, “Why should I deem myself to be a chisel when I could be the artist?” Likewise, solitude and the time we take to travel through this world alone provide the space of allowance in order to perceive ourselves as solely responsible for our life-experiences, inheriting the chisel within our own hands.

2) Self-reliance

After the hurdle over the massiveness of self-responsibility there evolves a new respect and a new dimension toward living. Self-reliance is the response. See it as the art of floatation after leaping into the air and clearing the hurdle of responsibility. It’s the sense of lightness and contentment. It’s a joy of accomplishment surpassing those worldly possessions left behind. “I am Lion! This is my Life! Hear me roar!”

That’s right. A hurdling Lion floating with all your fur and mane, preparing to… shave yourself!

3) Independence

Welcome to independence as you come down after the initial high and hit the ground running. You are now shaved of everything but your Self. This is your newfound freedom having embraced responsibility, denuded of the outside world after accepting this new realm of self-reliance. You are living your independence. No longer do you require anything other than yourself for happiness. No longer do you search for those outside fulfillments.

From the start, you were already alone. You were most likely in mother’s womb alone. And now you’re traveling, embracing this solitude, allowing you and only you to make all your decisions; what to eat, where to sleep, which train to catch and at what bus stop to depart. You are the captain in your very own captain’s chair. Want to sleep in the middle of the day, read on a bench the rest of the afternoon, take long midnight strolls out under the stars? Fine. I say do it, because no one is stopping you except your hesitation.

4) Likes & Dislikes

Now, through these various layers of your evolution of mental, physical, emotional and spiritual growth—independent, in control of one’s own destiny, out there in the world living day-to-day—the solo-wanderer comes to terms with likes and dislikes. Again, traveling alone affords the individual solitude in order to step out of society’s role-playing games. It absolves all expectations of you. You don’t have to listen to anyone. You don’t have to meet anyone’s needs. You have no schedules, appointments, meetings or deadlines with projects, papers, exams, etc. It’s just you. And through the sifter of the mind you begin to remember who you are, remember which elements and ingredients in life you enjoyed the most and those you enjoyed the least. Then, without hesitation (you must drop this), you leap upon the likes and forever discard the dislikes.

5) Emotions

With a careful analyzation of likes and dislikes, and with a continued awareness of what turns you on and off, emotions arise. Again, I can’t emphasize the profundity of responsibility. It is because of this responsibility you have taken for your life that you’re able to sift through the layers of likes and dislikes and arrive at your emotions. No…they’re not your friend’s emotions, your roommate’s, or your lover’s no matter how you might wish otherwise. No…those persons aren’t here. You’re alone. Yes…that’s right. And they are your emotions and only yours.

Emotions are a combination of mind and body sending you messages. They tell you where you are on a physical and emotional level. They inform you where you need to be—again, physically and mentally—in order to be healthy and whole. Emotions are the parts to your totality—the inner psyche—and in seclusion may one best decipher their keys sounded from the past. Then, the solo-artist may come to terms with the depth of Ralph Waldo Emerson when he said, “None of us will ever accomplish anything excellent or commanding except when he listens to this whisper which is heard by him alone.”

6) Patterns & Reactions

Stepping out of our routines and daily lives, whether work or school or family or nonstop brain-cell dissolving parties, clears the traveler’s vision. So often we live in the past or future. We do not stop to see and be the present moment—our present moment. Indeed, it’s a gift, and to let this gift slide away over and over again is to miss the beauty of the day, the hour, of the minute and its seconds. They will never come again.

Patterns and our reactions to these patterns are what prevent us from living and taking part in the beauty we are gifted. By launching ourselves out of what we know best and frolicking in the unknown we’re able to witness these patterns from afar and see how we react to them. Therefore, when they inevitably rise once more, with a continued awareness we can prevent ourselves from falling into old habits and bygone ways. Each new day is our rebirth and each new breath can be as if we are inhaling for the very first time.

7) Past Analyzation

The present moment is a fine thread of silk. It is a split millisecond of a nanosecond before it elapse into the past on one side and the future on the other. To be in the present is a wondrous skill, yet at times it’s good to focus on the past.

You’re soaking in the Andaman Sea off Thailand’s western shore. You see a woman walking the beach who reminds you of an old lover, a past friend, someone you’ve carried a grudge for too long. You’re alone. You have that isolation to observe your thoughts. Therefore, you reach deep into the past and sift through the relationship’s components.

These moments of past analyzation allow one to heal sore spots, to lick old wounds and overcome the pain still carrying into today, whether exhibited upon themselves or others. Through this process of self-healing, the solo-sojourner may reunite with another and develop a more mature relationship; one more natural and unconditionally loving for the benefit of both parties, which includes the surrounding environs. Past analyzation while traveling alone affords the adventurer a journey into the past to reclaim forgotten lessons and repressed emotions.

8) Future Dreams

Next we leap out of the past, through the flicker of the present and into the vastness of the future. Here, unfettered possibility rests. The future is boundless. It is borderless. It is imagination free of any construct built by the past and not portrayed by the present. The future is your dreams’ playground.

During travel, see the future as everything and nothing. It’s your empty canvas, and there’s no better time while being alone on that Thai beach, on the dizzying Himalayan bus ride, or that South American train voyage through the Andes to wallow in hopes, dreams and possibilities. They are all there, so extract your journal and write, draw, scribble and dabble the imaginary creating anything the heart desires, no matter how selfish or selfless. Remember, “I am Lion! This is my Life! Hear me roar!” All that is necessary in life is asking, believing and then receiving with gratitude. It’s the Law of Attraction: Abracadabra (no nose twitches, wands or winks, unless you like) and it’s yours.

9) Care for Oneself

The above eight steps are not concrete. They are not rules or dictations. They are mere ideas thrown out into a world of utter possibility and endless variety. In essence however, they are the steps of an evolutionary journey, which can be taken at anytime, anywhere, by anyone. Yet as a personal journey it’s best undergone in the silence of one’s own presence, and traveling alone promotes this with ease and little else for option. It teaches the pilgrim to care for oneself because it’s only when one masters self-care that the individual will be able to advance. It’s only when peace is established at home will it then be able to spread abroad and come to fruition. All things arise from the inner and extend into the outer, therefore, with a careful study of oneself and an adaptation to the constant change of requirements in order to care for one’s needs will the adventurer be able to share his/her transformation and give back to a world of abundance.

10) How to Love

The finale is love itself. Love is the master. Love is our master. When living with love, all thought, word, action and emotion radiate from this core of our being—that being love. Through solo-travel, and through the varying evolutionary processes of the pilgrim’s own psyche, he/she rides the expressway into the heart and splashes in an indescribable feeling of love and peace. And from the words of one final sage upon the doorsteps of this last stage of personal growth spoken by none other then Joseph Campbell, “You are that mystery which you are seeking to know.”

You are the love you first sought, whether conscious of it or not. Your personal journey, either in this lifetime or another in the future, will bring you to this center within yourself. Traveling alone upon a solo-quest is the perfect catalyst for this grand voyage given to the human being as a birthright. So go find yourself in solitude where the inner landscapes of personality become most audible within a world of possibility.

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26th March 2008

As usual
As usual well written and poignant. Thanks for sharing Cameron.
27th March 2008

Amazing Artist
Just came across your blog... amazing pictures and article... Keep on writing... keep on taking pictures and keep on travelling...
28th March 2008

Into the Woods...
I admire your insights. You reminded me of "Christopher McCandless", but you seemed to have more well-rounded idealism. Thanks for sharing your thoughts...just be careful not to get Lost in the Woods.... Cheers !

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