And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's been long, too long, hasn't it? Hello my friends.

The word of the day is IRONY...life is irony...we should always watch what we say and weigh every word that comes out of our mouth.. my last blog post in February......if you go an entry back and read, you'll see how I was saying that I hate London for sirens, for Ambulances and Police cars running up the streets rushing to save somebody...how often they do this in London, meaning how often some body's hurt and desperately needs them....how you hear them even several times a day...
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Only a week (13th February) after I had posted this entry , it happened to me.

I had a fit on a bus and an ambulance came and took me to the hospital. I fell in a coma, so don't remember anything. Only what I was told after everything had finished. They scanned my body, to see where the problem was and discovered an infection in the occipital area of my brain and operated me that very night. No symptoms, no nothing, just had a splitting headache for the 2 days before the fits, and thought it was from pressure of being an intern in a very busy event company and learning to deal with loads of different tasks at once.

I was in the end fine...I am obviously fine, otherwise I would not be typing this entry...
It's funny...ironic...melodramatic...lol...I like pompous words..It is...how life is....

It's the end of April now and am still recovering. I'm on very strong antibiotics and can't drink nor drive.
My life did turned a bit upside down... A bit more actually....side effects of the antibiotics kicked in and one of them was depression...crying uncontrollably for hours...

Oh my God, when my GP told me that my crying was because of the antibiotics, I said to myself :

"You know what.. I am so NOT having this". It is bad enough I went through 2 surgeries ( they were 2 in the end :(( but it would be too long to explain everything here) and a month admitted in the hospital...not to add Time is Money in London, this is a cruel reality...I missed 2 interviews with my MA lecturer to get a place for September...this thing will not take over my life...IT WILL JUST NOT.


Such a headache! I see this as a major drawback from my plans but at the same time as a sort of signal to slow down a bit....I am going home to see my parents in May...and will see Romania for the first time in 17 months... strange feeling...don't really wanna go but I'm thinking that I have to think at my parents too.

With this fast Globalization, everybody migrating and relocating to other lands in search for new cultural experiences and adventures, searching for inner answers or just for fun, we just forget our roots and families.

Maybe you guys haven't, but I feel I have. And I owe my parents to show them that I do care about them, and I haven't forgotten them. And that I love them , no matter the changes I'm going through and where life takes me ....we're not getting any younger and THEY are not getting any younger and one day I might be sorry for not having spent enough time with them.

Promise to keep in touch more often....

Please don't be shocked by my pictures, but if I've decided to talk about my life on this blog, I'll put it all, the good and the bad, the deceptions, the happy times, the laugthers and the tears...

Mona
xxx

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