workin on d eolies,hippiestyle

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fantastic lipari.profumed mediteranean island.got leather,smokinnew mpe,4gb.
smokin,beer,brasil rythems,lookin at cliffshistoric center,sailn seagulls,inhalin life,inhalin good feelin.
3rd morn.tourists,but sold nothin so far.
4th morn.tent,smoke,beer.still no sale,not dion good handicraft.now:work leather.xperimentatin.always xperimentatin.no,not truth.doin also comercial stuff, many.or if xperiment sucessfull comercialise. no romantic,no artist.hm
5th day.sold 50.mp3,church,smokin.
vulcano sold 48,found 20 on road is 68.vulcano is small tourisattown,tourists come cos muddy hotspring.when nighttime,hotspring closed, i jump in.
camp on blacksand beach.strong night,heavy wind, rain.
had much hope 2 make big money here,but police came makin big problem.had 2 leave.
ferry 2 salina.camp.night strong wind n rain.
a big church, smokin,drinkin.no its not sacrilegiouswaht am doin. opposite,its good,sensibilisation in holy places.nice
sold 55.is cold, wearin 4 tshirts,1 over another.sold 20,sold 20.left.
panarea.its d snob island, VIP,small town, no cars,everythin xpensive.at ticket office i said i cant always pay full price.got residence price.2,05.is good.
thing is:tourist have.when i dont sell is cos handicraft is not impressive enoyught.that is.sold 30.
my farts r terrible stinkbombs.allways.shamefull when i fart while speakinwith girl.is not sexy.
panarea,sunny,beer,mp3.many tourists, sold only 20.wanna change handicraft.dedicate 2 silver,ceramic.goes with my xperimentativness n carelessness.
we r animals .our superiority only shows tru some individuals.we, d mass, nothin.
generally sellin bad,allmost worry.allmost.
hot. dedicate 2 new style bracelet.
seems theers a girl here.we never speak, but allways greet,smilin.she work,live?, here.sold 18.hm
wanna speak 2 her... what?invite her warm supermarket beer,sittin on rocks, watch stromboli,sea?fuck, am 2 shy.
apropos .allmost happy if luz respond:no, mike,sorry , i dont want u.
i grin. asked her:whats yr name?"luisa, n u?"mike.i say ciao, run away.i smile. see?easy.
have 2 spaek mo.latwer i return.hehe, little idiot flirtin.even my heart smiles.feels good.
am barfoot,no tshirt. allways.
who is luz? exexex from boliviaproposed,allmost, 2 return 2 her.
am 2 hungry 4 love.
lucky,police pass,repass, say nothin.
fullmoonnighttrekkin.sold 80.didnt speak 2 luisa yet.campin at black sand beach.in morn woman come ,bring me coffee n cookies.she is venezuela, thanx.
always plan what 2 speak 2 luisa,always pass her shop,grin, n say nothin.shit,stupid,coward.108.
front of luisas boutique,still cklosed.i decided:i speak.mp3,2nd beer.my stuff?,down there, at port,no worry, is safty.how i like my job, open doors.people i never saw greet me.cheaper prices at supermarket.am d hippie,am treated well,with simpathy.is good.
bit drunk,waitin, shit, shop opens,not her 2day.fuck,fuckfuck.
whom i want?luz,hon,luisa?any1?
went 2 luisa, asked:what u do after work?"nothin"wanna drink beer?"ok"i grin.left.
hehe.
35.99.2 dates with luisa.left.again residence price.3,35.
lipari,eat 3euro pizza.ok,police kidnappin many handicraftlers stuff last 2 weeks.make em pay 3-400euro.me still lucky.here,at museum, while sellin police kidnapped 2.lucky em didnt see me even tru em passed my stuff.
c?no lucky in love but lucky in other ways.
i write luisa email:can i kiss u?
35.sellin,bought pizza.woman of shop next door:only pizza,no beer?,wait.wait, she go, come back with beer.hm, nice.60.128. free disgustione eoliana.start workin till 0.00.21. change campplace.camp at castle.woman of shop bring me mozarella.luisa still no answer, neither luz.
work,dedicate on leather.idea, 1 yaer japan,teach german.80.39.nightmare.43.sold 1st fotos.am emotionally unstable,perverted,i hurt myself,homer.focus onn pain.need purification dc,need forest,no food,only little water,3-5 days.body,mind,need 2 lose weight,soul need gain.construct 2 selfdestrucion.need,want.3-5 is senseless.truth,wisdom,starts rain much later.10?15 days?i have no streng enough.i only make diat.childsplay.123.invitation 2 eat.got present.30.20.68+foto,2euro.am obssesive.
lipari ,sell at museum.nu chem bros is good.routine:9.30-18.00 castle,18.00-24.00 centro.work is sit,make handycraft,spaek people,read,beer,some enjoy,some boredoom.wake 08.00.wash with watwerbooltes,go supermarket.castlepark breakfast.sell.normally eat bread ,cheese,salami n olive cream,juixce,or gas water.allways samesame.morn,lunch,dinner.sometimes beer,chinotto,pizza,nutella,fruits.live simple,cheap.no waste money,no.0.36.lipari is town ,am known.best ,cheapest,pizza is manchia n fue.invitation 2 dinner.brazil woman talk 2 me:come 2 vulcano,we drink somethin 2gether.i grin, is good 4 my ego.hot.cut hair shortshort.
alk leads 2 emphasis,emphasis 2 punkism.nice.0.
ticket office.1 ticket ,residente.u r residente?moless?what u do in salina?i sell d bracelets all of u buy so cheaply. got residente price.easy,see?
salina,festival.58.many nice,very nice,females.hm.167.hot ,everyday sticky of sweat.188.camp in pineforst between beach n cemetery.night go in graveyard n take fantastic shower:fruit soup,flickerin lights on tombs arround,dark shadows of crosses n angelic statues,stars inna black sky.all smell of pine, xpect me, i smell of fruit.
good sale.100.re-met girl.valentine.i spaek much shit.89.free open air cinema.
...io sono i sensi di colpa cui non chi siamo ancora liberato.
bacciami ancora,was good.65,+5 fotos.many nice girls come n sit down n chat with me,30 min, 1hr.hm.60.xperimentatin new style necklace.my stuff now allmost all laether.10.170+10 fotos.hitchhiked ape.snorkelling whikle sellin.8.30 ,beach breakfast,500 gr icecream al cafe.266.chiara stay whole day,she ll come back at 21.40 2 drink beer at beach.plan:i wanna kiss her.
moneycount 2300.as i pay internet i write short, cuttin out descriptions of natural beauty,secfrest gardens, xplication of state of mind,feelin, ect.i limit myself.drivin straight.kissed n touched chiara. i felt unconfortable, i told her, she sau i think 2 much.i think many female is not atracted by my self but by what i represent:freedoom ,traveller.105.watched 2 tornados nearnear.baeutyfull.also backery give me discount(local?)price on pizza.
lipari,residente price without askin,am allready known,hehe.93.in lipari my prices seem xpensive, in salina not. 45.back salina.113. francescani invited me lunch.accepted.100+2fotos.nightmare bout luz.she dont want me.was painfull.i put importance in dream.daydream its continuacion.
i like phicology.fantastic sunrise.58.another tent in forest.left 2 panarea.must b nice, destroy mind, find fun,satisfacion,easy. dance 2 madonna.satisfied by supercialities.be dumb,be happy.sometimes i dit,study people.i like.much.
remet luisa.hm.hmhm.25.disco.0. backsalina.89.danger 2 destroy a not,yet, realised relationship by writin 2 much truthfull,interiorisated stuff 2 chiara.85
lingua.180.invited 4 dinna.190.75.47.alfio arrived.144.chiara not yet arrived,4 days no mail.story finished?135, chiara wrote.she miss me, but she cant come.luz wrote.
193+2fotos.beer mp3,sellin good.300.1guy bought 36 bracelets,no askin discount.new rekord.got prsent,chessgame.282.262.279.i repeat:many fantastic girls.275.moneycount 5400.168.got present,cashmer pullover.0.5kg icecream,breakfast at beach.301.disco.98.i sit do some bird,sorry girl watchin.160.lipari.219.45.festival.60.salina.45.try 2 seperate emotionally from luz.summer allmost over.53.87.night spanish couple campin next me.
59.as travel can no mo satisfy me 100% am thinkin in xtra ways 2 fill my time,life.dedicatin 2 study,social work,projekts.anythin,just 2 fill my life.sad, no?
best seems dedication 2 my self:xplore,learn,dry out, destroy.best is: find love.only exit,love.if not nothin.waste. fuck,am 2 hungry 4 love.sorry.75.67.125.free food festival,pasta,seafood.112.walkin up mountain.115.cemetery,no sunset, just a light softly fadin out.beer,mp3.what beauty,what calm.little lights shinnin on graves,all marmor,crosses ,angels.fuggees hiphopin.ok.truth:am dagobert duck.paperone.7 years ago left latin amerca with 0 money.4 years marta,no moneysavin.3yaers ago left marta,2000+6500 summersellin.after 3500+3000 i gave mama.n now another ...7000.u read my blog u know:i live less.no spend money.150 a month.no joy in money spendin.what i do with all my cash.gave mama control over 8000,seems she fucked me up.marta own me 2000 2.also luz,seems, prefer my money 2 me.money it seems shows u 1 thing:it shows u d fuck.fuck family,fuck friends.
stay alone,sad,no friends,hands in yr pocket full of money.rich,buy love.i,dagobert duck,paperone,like him, unloved,alone, swimmin in useless money.FUCK.justifications:spendin money no makes me happy.it cant.false friends neither.i must spend just,like a poor.even less.
ok.nobody can understand. i 2 have happy moments.dancin,mp3ed,drunk,alone at beach.i dream,i watch beauty of night.i enjoy moments of happyness.yes.i have moments of bliss.trust me.30.much rain.133.10.invited 4 dinner.invited girl 4 2morrow wine at beach.99.45.walkin tour.62.118.2 girls,1 very nice, invited me 4 dinner.78.last days much rain.cold.14 weeks ago i proposed luz,xhon, 2 return 2 her,2 bolivia.no answer yet.hm.39.0.0.25. salina docfestival.alfio arrived.finished summer.7500.was good,no

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