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my room,d floor full of things.outside:sun breaks tru clouds.my face white, full of nivea cream.mama n argen went 2 venezia.house 4 me.i miss xie.i miss asia,streetlife,sun,my micrroadventures.this here is not my life. now:beer with orange juice,smokin,mtv.
generally my melanconism,dreamerism,nostalgicism, let me not feel, enjoy the joy of single days.my desie 2 b where i am not.d desire not 2 be where i am.2 have somethin i have not.d not valorizin of what i have.only sometimes sun breakin tru.
n me i never learn,not ignorant, but not ripe yet 2 laern.
xample. xie .miss her.run every 10 sekonds 2 internet,am jelous.when i was with her i was not satisfied.so why then i fix on her, beautyfied memory, now?
am weak. no fightin.am lazy 2 fight my perversities,my mistakes.am passive.watchin mtv,or runnin,travellin,arround like a headless chicken,criss crossin d globe,searchin some1 2 give me d happyness which i am not able 2 give nor receice.
got memebered in dvd rental.good movie was:where d wild things are, eden lot.
4 possibilities
after summersellin go:
1 hitchhikin arround sahara tour.
2 canarian island 2 hitchhike boat 2 caribic.
3 meet european girl n stay here.
4 d unpredictable. d"it comes allway differnt than i
planned"
good of 1 is:after tour i come back 4 summeresell 2011.bad is, i loose 1 year.n am not so interested in sahara right now.2nd. caribic,good, goes 2ward hawai...3rd.very unprobable,am hiper closed in2 myself.4th. d unpredictable.d 1 i hope 4.a deadly accident while trunnin with backpack over a german highway in order 2 cross d lane, or a japanese girl livin in hawai,or....i dont know.
beer with orange juice,smoke mp3.mama n argen know i smoke n accept.but dont löike.
interupt contact with xie,she lives her life,not missin me.i missed her,but my inside seperates understandin that she have other men. n , truth, i would like othwer girls 2, but.
here germany,mama, seems:importance of appearance.
called zuki, exexexexgirlfriend,n marta exexgirlfriend,andi,brother.none understand nor like my blog. em say ununderstandable. zuki says 2 much brain jumpin from 1 thing 2 another.marta says i must learn 1! language.andi couldnt uderstand ,says i make look my travel look negatativ
i know i cant xpress.i just put my brain on paper, caosed.
plan: tuesday go 2 andi,1day.after gap,croatia,italia.
now. everyday fight with mama.inevitable.i must go, i want go.fast.
i am no happynessgiver.i give no happyness.i fight. xie,mama.everybody.u want happyness?not with me.
am no sweettalker. i
hurt people.
bout writin. i most value martas opinion.she says my writin is shit, i believe.but samasamei like my writin
visited andi in munich,rudi in gap,left after 1 month germany. entered italy,change plan.as summertime cut out croatia n better dedicate on summersellin italia.summer is runnin, n time starts 2 b money. so its 2 late n 2 xpensive 2 experimentate kroatia.
i ll start summersellin. NOW
d beautyfull historucal center of assisi.umbria,italia.many tourists.my handicraft next me.moeretti. beer.fantastic weather.1st day tryin 2 sell.
xie?miss her?no, zero.
rudi gave me d letter i did send em back in 98 ffrom america.i re-read em.truth:sometimes redicate on luz.hon. i know i am n danger.but.
bella italia. i love u.
another truth:sometimes i pray 4 luz( i dont even pray 4 myself,shes only person i ever pray 4)
sunsetwalkin, found 20e$ in grass.
campin next ripe cherry tree.chyerries ind mornin.
norcia 1st sale this season.10e$.
napoli.2deay made 10km in 13hrs.readin capolte.
shower at friendly gasstation.
truth , even police treat me good, dont even ask passport when em see me doin strange or illegal things, often em smile.
luz send me mail, she miss me a bit.hm
night, speed racer 2 pop music bring me
2 train station.ticket office tell me:go without ticket.viva napoli.
oh what beauty, oh what beauty.sittin on some steps lookin at positano climbin up , allmost vertically from blue sea 2 d overgrown rock hills.many arcs, many windows.many tourists.i drink a icy beer enjoy view and life.
positano, tryin 2 sell.police poassed, looked at my stuff, looked at me,went on. yieppieh.
cool, sold 37 $,but.am caos seller.hapy, choosin foto 2 give her, n after she left i tghink, did she give me d money?shit, hm. mayb she gave me.was girl. we trust girls. no?
xie. d harmony, truthness, of a relationship is not shown in how many happy, harmonic monemnts r spend but in d way unharmonic times,problems,fights r confronted,solved.thus, real friendship is not only shown in good times, but in bad.this is widely known , or should.
re-met frined.eat there.am offered 2 leave,after summer,stuff with hhim,he ll sell 4 me.offered 2 make some time my workshop there.here, in positano.
hitchhike on gasstation next highway.unfriendly police come sayin:4biddn here, is highway,go away.i try 2 argue, useless.
read blog of xie. she felt passion 4 another.big bird.
hitchhike mo difficult.2day 30km.another policeproblem.i dont try 2 argue, just go.
south is mo latin, mo wildish.camped in lemon plantation, oh what nice smel.hitchhike, driver askwant a blowjob.me, no thanx.samesame he reask.
crossd ferry 2 sicilia in car,savin d fee.
taormina,catania.
visit alfio.
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