how much i liked thailand, sad 2 leave. vientienne. beer laos. undawear, asian dub foundation. dormitory. (good combination) laos seems same same as thai, but mo xpensive. sabaidee gh seems cheapest.20000. food ll b mo osap. 6000. spendin 2 much. xpensive countries do me good. mo lessnessess. ll go north. tribals. idea of china gets deeper. yunnan, xtension of tibet. sound good. less hot on femmas. no sex desire. calm. relaxed. sometimes female look, i like couse pushes ego. still want, but understand thjat i cant. time hasnt come. i wait, not even. am sure: evreythin that happen is good, [View Full Entry]

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pai. 1st smoke since 2 weeks. campin at pai boli 4 50b$. italian got me smokin 4 500. thais doin sometimes so friendly things,allmost iranian,paki style. hitchhikin easy, i love hitchhikin motocycle. ll do some 3,4,5 days trekkin with blielrussian. sergey. theres opium around.hm. oh. mistake in flashback!! eolien was in italia,cyclade. chiang mai was nice, but every place i ve seen so far was hipertouristic. mo than india. n most male with tahigirl. n me? nothin. merda. some tribals in a village that must have been xploded tru tourism.all is guesthouse or somethin that works with tourist [View Full Entry]

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2 much tourism but yesterday felt it again. travellin. da back of pick ups. the campin in gas station. da smile that comes with da wind in da hair. da walkin along highway, backpackweight cuttin bloodcirculacion of arms, dfa hands wavin from passin cars. people finger at u : fralong crazy. the shame of my stinky, swweaty body conterminatin yhe clean smellin car. da truckdriver speakin no english, me no thai. the fuckin, couse needed, small talk,public relation, with english speakin driver. thai is easy hitchhikein. u r white,tourist. they stop. they r curious. different is spain, latin ameri [View Full Entry]

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2 put things clear: am no alcoolic. really. drug, mariuanna, addict, mayb. i like 2 much. its ,i say, bout sensibilisacion, is like i must write with pen, not computer, 2 get punk i drink, 2 feel i smoke n listn musik or nature. vanilla ice is dead, fuck him. ice ice baby. prodigy, now, does hip hop. good1 even. sound mayb diffreent but love myself, somehow. have ego problems carrying arroung from past. u dont? caosed room, hope roommate dont complain. julias g.h. allways full. pay 100. same price. even have free internet. which i abuse . skusi. ah . [View Full Entry]

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tent. dc. the last of triologie. " got the email confirmin that hon has new boyfriend. even tru i prepared myself 4 this dozen of times it hit so strong taht all went black in me. took train 2 village.hid everythin. only pen,paper,mp3. no water,no food. enter the forest. its bigbig forest,try 2 loose myself but allways refind trails. 2nd day. cannot sleep,not think. its not suicide. i say purificacion consequented by death. its hon, its hon, its hon. 3rd day .not hungry, but thirsty.i never knew how much i loved her. gettin dark, drank from river, gettin hungry. sit much, [View Full Entry]

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4th beer.rocks facini c.just arrivin from ancient temple.even mp3ed felt 5 cm above heart strange inhalacion.so strong that i took out music.my life leads 2 god.antiesotericism,ignorance,punkism, protects me. but HE wanna contact me. i feel. i know. he likes hill, mountains. why? thai. dc. dream collecion. "hotel. mornin. big city. civilisacion nivel india tahiland is like bolivia brasil. capoeira is thai box. yesterday:walked ghetto.eat much. 4 bitches. yes alfio: bitch is 1 euro. even some very nice. eat,fuck,eat,fuck,movie,fuck,walk,eat,fuck,smoke opium,watchin thai box. mountain [View Full Entry]

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xcuse me, as intanet is gratis, i sit here n waste time . send u a short story. this is part 1 of 3 tent .night,aegina.woods facin c. finished summer.4200.naked.beer. wise man said. i hopee 4 nothin.i fear nothin. i am free. me hope. me fear. me fuck myself. invented story 2 comfort myself.eminem " northern india,tibetean culture. prodigy,smoke,packin some clothesd,plenty batteries(noise of nature is daily life,music 2 profound special moments)0,3l of alcool, a dosoiyevski,candels,food(nuts,dried fruits,bread,cheese)mostly 4 huin couse i wanna do minimal alimentacion. we take no ten [View Full Entry]

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hotel.o.oo.beer. a tent build on d bed of friend protectim him from mosquitos. shit, cut my hair but still dont look ramana maharashi-like. flashback. creta hitchhikin was difficult, locals didnt take, only touris; made eoliens, dedicatin 2 sell. oh, how beautyfull the eolians, 4 moneysavin free campin,eatin supermarketstuff, no smokin-only beer. athens 2 turki hitchhikin soso.turki got easy, life cheaper. i liked turkistan.iran full easy hitchhikin,full friendly people, pakistan a favorite, trucks like drivin temples, smoke in em, cheapest country yet. was told india ll b deception n it wa [View Full Entry]

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underwear,hotel,06.00, preparin this blog. friend wrote me: b carefull witgh thai girls. kaosan shows all these white male touris,old,young with thais. has wrong tourism destroyed all, isnt we the abuser,searchin xotic,adventure,searchin their soft, sweet, treatment, isnt it their revenge,isnt it fair, if they in return use us? bitch? isnt offer consequence of request? isnt it we, after all, instead of that bitch, that should get smacked up? apropo, what means smack? however, thaifood is great,climate make u need 2 shower nonstop. there r places that touch soul, n havent left bangkok [View Full Entry]

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as many friends dont understand my english i ll try 2 make it mo understanable. creta-hawai. normally hitchhike, but india i took some trains. kalkuta. organizin plane 2 tailand 5049 r$, 110 u$. air india office,20 min walk from sudderstr. but stupid, wanna cash money, blocked card couse 3x wrongtippin codenumber. mayb its not my english people dont understand but my way of xpressin. autofinanz my travel by makin handicraft which i sell ,preferible, in mo xpensive countries. interested in japan but its outha route couse i planned southan route. smokin in mornins, wanderin the streets after [View Full Entry]

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