com is somethin like rice n dishes. is btween 10-15000. now noce seafood com.18000 is 1u$ found bar: beer 7000. rain. surf with body gigantic waves inna warm sea.fantastic. ok. truth: xie met durin my stay in kap other boy. liked him mo, missed him mo than me.even tru she wrote me:love u, miss u, n stuff still am angry cos ego is hurt.she xcuses herself,sayinu r, was, most important. hm, she never understood d stuff that poseses my soul. i understand: cos i could fullfill her dream of travel n life travellin. it was never my i.we where 2 long [View Full Entry]

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what i hate of vietnam is: 2 much cheatery.2 much taxi husslers. even worse than yanshuo.i dont like vietnam much. travelled 43 countries,3 only little.in 1 i didnt hitchhike. many girls,woman,grandmas u can c all day round in piyama.sometimes looks sexy. gety better with prices.eat 5000 soup. em ask: want mariuanna? i: how much?800000. i: motherfucker,800000? no 3000beer here so i drink strong 1000 stuff.rain. with comin of age my beauty fades,even tru sometimes i can look in mirrow n find myself atractiv i should confess d truth, am 35 n no good look is left in me. i am no [View Full Entry]

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ein strand im suedlichem vietnam.palmen die sich im 45 grad winkel dem meer him biegen,gelba sand,gruen blaues meer. warum tagtraeum ich? weshalb kann mich s hiern jetz nie bglueckn? weshalb such ichs dann n dort? weshalb such ich? was such ich? midori. hawai.palmen die sich dem meer hin im 45 grad winkel biegen,gelba sand, gruen-blaues meer. bin seit 4 tagn auf hawai. ich sitz am strand,vakaufe,schau den surfern zu. gestan: btrank mich,rauchte, ging innne disco, trafsie. midori. japanarin. ihre augn ,ihr stil,.liefn n strand entlang.mein herz schlug hart gegn die brust. ein 3/4vo [View Full Entry]

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watched in d wild.very good.he was very cool.1000000000 mo walden than me. vietnam. many taxi husslers at border,tell:no, but em keep askin,acceptin no no.hitchhike very easy.eat invited fruits.taxi stops.i sign no, but he keeps waitin untill arrive car.i shout angry no in his face. he says:free. i smile,ok. cheapest dorm in hanoi seems real darlin cafe.3u$ beer in street 3000.soup 15000. am unfair ,very agressive,very asshole,lately.now:drank another beer,as stool was brocken glass slipped n broke, em gave another.i thought, cool,is on d house, cos is there fault.em charged me 100 [View Full Entry]

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i might dissapoint alfio n friends, but. xie oftn wrote, apologizin n stuff. of course i dont trust. no feelin 4 her, no trust, no respect. but. am horney. still have 10 days china. wrote. u want, we have sex, animal style. if u want, come, if not, not. she comes. saw watchmen.1 of best superhero movies. i ask myself: why police dont clean city of all these swindlers n cheaters.1y ice cream 4 3y. this fake antic shop.replace fake n swindlers n nivel ll climb.tourist ll thank u 4 it. we r d slaves of our mind. we must superate [View Full Entry]

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wanna c chocolate fighter. have nu idea 4 haircut,very biasha style. mayb after makinn visa,cos may seem very punky. em do animals of macrame here. i feel theres a deep punkism in me.released by alk,drugs. marta, remember ?, 1 day i lay drunk onna floor, unable 2 move, hair aal cut away. u afraid: a freak. u discovered a part of me. xie, u mean mo nothin 2 me., like 1 of these chilean girls i had, 4gotn after 1 day, or less. strange, why did d brasilians stay longer? even remember em 2day. yanshuo is a little city aurrounded by [View Full Entry]

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ich mags mit weicha chinesischa musik untatont vorbei an reisfeldan,landarbeitan,schulkindan,bauandoerfan, zu fahrn. ich mags moins aufn markt zu gehn, einheimische in traditionella kleidung, photos zu schiessn, hier n dort essn zu xperimentiern. ich mag heute im touristischem yangshuo biertrinkend durche stadt zu gehn, mp3 im ohr,hiphop,die lichta, die stadt, zu entdecken. ich mags neu inna stadt anzukommen, s auskunschaftn,s neue. ich mag vollmondwandan, kleinen maedchen die zoepfe zu zupfen, n gutn film, suesse tussn. mariuanna, hiphop,prodigy. ich mags gfuehl s reisn gibt, die high,h [View Full Entry]

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entrance of longde tribal village. seems nice, seems em want entrance fee. generally houses nlok new, only build in old style. drinkin beer. left bkaili, goin 2 quillin by a road, under constracion, that conectstribal villages. dust, hot sun, much walkin, hitchhikin slow ,overkoaded trucks. happy when em dont ask money.passed nashua, seemed nicenice. have no map. xie fallows. wrote her: dont fallow , trhis in man country. no driver speaks englishg.all time silent. i htink road ll get difficult. mayb i like. my fake adventures. childrens smile after hour long walkin. fresh water re [View Full Entry]

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sim cozy gh,30y, chengdu. watched memento.didnt like 2 much. but. me 2: we play bwith memory, or our subcouncessness does. form it. 2 feel comfortable.i hurt myself. often think in xie, d things i read.i focus on pain. yes,search it.am very good with focusingmind. much practise, daydreamin, inflictin myself joy or pain even love. i open wounds, is it masochism, or is trhere subcouncesness teachin me? i do it openly, belivin there must b reason. i do as i feel, putin faith in my ihnside speakin.mayb its tru pain i must heal, mayb am dostoyeskian: sufferin purificates.mayb am only perverse, s [View Full Entry]

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faked old chinese architektur,beer hiphop on mp3,night ,chengdu,china. returned 2 xie.much sex, much much, even tru sometimes had 2 stimulate mind 2 have orgasm. matb some of u understand that i would have been unfaithfull 2 xie if i had been lucky ernough. she would have 4given me; i know. as i kissed jap girl i told her, n after her acceptin it without changin xpression of face n kissin me sayin: no problem, i asked her: n u, had some? she said no. i shouyld write that its mayb not her i like bhut d situations we passed, d way [View Full Entry]

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