Published: April 23rd 2009April 23rd 2009
Extra: Unknown Sadness
I think it's important to write my feelings, so people studying abroad in the future will know how I feel after 40 days.
Japan is fun, but I am sad in a confused way.
I know this because I...
1. can't sleep
2. don't have an appetite
3. want to be alone
Maybe it's because I
1. struggle daily with the different manners
2. can't read
3. can't confidently talk
I resulted to
2. listening to my favorite DJ's music mixes online (DJ Flipside from B96 Chicago)
3. spending time with my host family
4. texting my friends in Japan (a lot)
I would also say "going to dance clubs" but I only been once, so I can't say "going to dance clubs," yet.
When I don't sleep and don't eat, I like to pretend I'm a vampire from the "Twilight" series. Um... Just in case you start believing I'm a vampire... I'm not.